Sunday, May 31, 2009 | 7:53 PM
More pictures please. Sorry about the separate post. Now currently rotting at Claire's house. Talking about stupid money stuff. Anyway. E hub-ed on Saturday, so fun. Anyway Dear Benjamin lye is sunburnt. So adorable, anyway. And I want to try the 9 degree cocktail. Don say it's nice, i find the bottle damn attractive. Teehee. Ohoh, forgot you all crave for my experience at Mcdonald's.
Started out nervously at Mcdonald's, we finally went in the counter there, damn packed. But the people in there all are very nice, they are willing to make space for us, to move. Wore the uniform, name tag and cap. it's super tiring please, i stood for four hours walking around around and round. Cry lah, i don't want to go tmrw liao lah, super tiring leh. How? Feel like giving up liao.
| 11:44 AM
Yay, pictures. Anyway, you see the signature on my Anna Karenina's ticket? It's not from the ballerina. But from one of the audience, the singapore team's soccer player, a japanese emohot guy(If i'm not wrong.). You should see Angelina's (?) reaction if you think I'm overreacting. He's hot. And I've got his signature. Teehee. Althought I missed out the phototaking with the girls just for the autograph and also for admiring the hot guy. LOL.
Rah. hothot. Oohoh, watched Monster VS Alien, 3D. Damn adorable. I like I like. I like the biggest fellow who is so attracted to light.
Aww, it's gonna be 12:30 p.m. alr. I still have to meet BenBen. Better be early. Or he won't wait for me! Bye readers.
Happy birthday Teddy, Wen Yi. And Goodluck For Your Paper Vamp, Toh Yu Xiang!
Thursday, May 28, 2009 | 1:00 PM
got back results already. My overall passed, only 1 UGRADE, that's my mathematics lah of course. It's actually H.E. now, should have done cooking, but mdm waheeda got a little lazy so she did theory, well. At least alittle. Then we came to Maclab for 'self-study'. Cooking will only be next term. Wth. Sigh. Something bad happened in class but mdm chan forbid us to say it out. How am I'm gonna keep sucha big secret w/o feeeling very fillled. Try to keep it dark. I try, at least.
Mmm, I did improve okay. My results have shown. I did improve, instead of three UGRADES. Mr leong promise to tell mommy that I did improve, yay. Thankku Mr leong! I've got three A2s for my sa1 overall. Tell me I rock, motivate me study :)
Must be like what mdm chan say "Study for yourself, then you won't be stressed or unhappy." I won't because of you and stop studying alr. Even if you stop me, I will still go. Even if you stop me from studying I won't. Because I want to.
WWW this sat. Yay. Gonna enjoy, only that sat. :(
Am going to run tmrw! The 'lady-like' me is gonna put up my dress and runnn! I have relay tmrw, anyw. Meet-the-parents today, I cried two times in a row, like my tears are unlimited. I mean, I'm sucha cry baby lah. I have dried all my tears before you know, when I was younger I crycrycry, then no tears come out, daddy bring me go clinic, then must put eye-drop.
Went to library after the Meet-the-parents, with Don. Studied my science, Econology. Understood quite alot. While Don is shaking his head for me being so diligent. Well, he is the one who sees me study often. So, he knows I study. Have to finish the Econology's worksheet, and remember all my hols' homework and do all. Should I call daddy to report him my marks? But he asked me to report my marks to him. Well, okay lor. Should tell him. Overall I passed all except Math, right?
Anyway, yesterday's quarrel had quite alot people to ask me if I'm okay, or tell me my mum is just concerning. I want to thank everyone for being so supportive and encouraging, it's so much better then someone who don't praise and raise his/her volume anyway. TO ROY Roy have got him a girlf! Aww. Jealous, cause our Roy have finally got a true girlf. Last long okay! Must be nice to girlgirl hor. I know you have been looking for girl for very long alr. Must cherish ok!
I don't like girls to have monthly period lah, I'm so afraid I can't go WWW this sat. Urgh, so worried. Oh anyway, this is something to be proud of, 2/6 is leading in the sports carnival, thank to our super supportive class. Relay win then can own liao. hhehheh. Two six banner is nice somemore, be proud!
Mr leong and Mdm chan are so so nice during the parents meeting.
Thankkkkuuu for helping me add gooood words!
Thankku for being so concern, helping me say good things to my mom. Telling me that my mom just care about me, asking me to chill down.
Mmm, I did improve okay. My results have shown. I did improve, instead of three UGRADES. Mr leong promise to tell mommy that I did improve, yay. Thankku Mr leong! I've got three A2s for my sa1 overall. Tell me I rock, motivate me study :)
Must be like what mdm chan say "Study for yourself, then you won't be stressed or unhappy." I won't because of you and stop studying alr. Even if you stop me, I will still go. Even if you stop me from studying I won't. Because I want to.
WWW this sat. Yay. Gonna enjoy, only that sat. :(
Am going to run tmrw! The 'lady-like' me is gonna put up my dress and runnn! I have relay tmrw, anyw. Meet-the-parents today, I cried two times in a row, like my tears are unlimited. I mean, I'm sucha cry baby lah. I have dried all my tears before you know, when I was younger I crycrycry, then no tears come out, daddy bring me go clinic, then must put eye-drop.
Went to library after the Meet-the-parents, with Don. Studied my science, Econology. Understood quite alot. While Don is shaking his head for me being so diligent. Well, he is the one who sees me study often. So, he knows I study. Have to finish the Econology's worksheet, and remember all my hols' homework and do all. Should I call daddy to report him my marks? But he asked me to report my marks to him. Well, okay lor. Should tell him. Overall I passed all except Math, right?
Anyway, yesterday's quarrel had quite alot people to ask me if I'm okay, or tell me my mum is just concerning. I want to thank everyone for being so supportive and encouraging, it's so much better then someone who don't praise and raise his/her volume anyway. TO ROY Roy have got him a girlf! Aww. Jealous, cause our Roy have finally got a true girlf. Last long okay! Must be nice to girlgirl hor. I know you have been looking for girl for very long alr. Must cherish ok!
I don't like girls to have monthly period lah, I'm so afraid I can't go WWW this sat. Urgh, so worried. Oh anyway, this is something to be proud of, 2/6 is leading in the sports carnival, thank to our super supportive class. Relay win then can own liao. hhehheh. Two six banner is nice somemore, be proud!
Mr leong and Mdm chan are so so nice during the parents meeting.
Thankkkkuuu for helping me add gooood words!
Thankku for being so concern, helping me say good things to my mom. Telling me that my mom just care about me, asking me to chill down.
Stop quarrelling lah, can or not? stopstopstopstop lah. Somemore, some doesn't even concern people. Why must make life difficult for her? Like, why must think that she's giving attitude? Eveyone wants people to like them, they will be nice and change. Don't like anything about her just tell her nicely lah. It's not like she's not willing to change right?
Wednesday, May 27, 2009 | 7:51 PM
Who you think you are? So what you are more elder? So what you have all the rights over me? You didn't even freaking see I study. And you say I didn't. I failed two subjects this time round, unlike last year, 3 subject. Or maybe last term. You, YOURSELF said that if I passed it's okay alr. must AT LEAST PASS. Ya lah. I pass all except two lah. Improve one more subject, now what the ----(Not four letter word ok.) are you asking me? "Which one is your highest?" My grades are all okayokay borderline, at least I passed right? Your expectations right?
Stop me from schooling? STOP LA. You say I nver study then never study lah. Have you even see me study or not? Ask Wenyi lah, ask Mr leong lah. Even my mathematics, I learn all the way from secondary 1 onwards. I even requested Wen yi to teach me my mathematics to do it better. Holiday everyone is going to rest, but I intent to study during holidays. Just because you're the mother you can accuse me of not studying?
YAYAYA, DROP ME OUT OF SCHOOL. NO FUTURE NEVERMIND, AT MOST I DIE ONLY WHAT. THEN WON'T WASTE YOUR FUCKINGH MONEY ALREADY. NEVER IMPROVE NEVER IMPROVE, THEN I DON'T EVEN STUDY LAH. I DON'T EVEN NEED TO REVISE SEC1 MATH ALR LAH.
Tuesday, May 26, 2009 | 9:55 PM
My new boyf ok, my NEW boyf. I've got a newnewnew! boyf okay? Schooled again, Jolly couldn't sleep the night before, for people like Jimm and Roy. How could a poor lil' girl sleep? Anyway. That's not my main point, who will put Jolly their main point when they want people to know about them and not Jolly. So, like Crystal is saying, I kinda get over it. Like continue my life. Cause, it's not I don't believe or what. I just injected mathematics into my brains. So, I kinda don't remember, or neither would I want to.
Danial, Lye and me went to interview for Mcdonald's. Although half of my heart was like, "Omg, Crystal, are you sure about this?" But I still went for the interview. Now, I totally regretted being interview, cause I really don't want to be hold down by the job. And then can't have more time with thatdumbperson and my studies also. I told mommy, then mommy suggest me to give it a try. Since some friends are accompanying me.
Okay, well. At least earn their s$12.80 first lah. Then tell them if I still want to work or not. Today, spent my day quiet. I don't know why, I'm losing touch with chatterings. I just spent my day quiet. I'm only relaxed and truly myself when I'm with thatdumbperson, other then him. I won't show. I'm happy, Sad, feeeling pathetic.
But, I could type out how I feel! - Pathetic, lousier. Every single second. Getting my results slips tmrw. I hope I could see a BIG improvement in this one. I will be proud of myself :3 My english and Science's overall was just nice, 50.o%. (P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C.) Jaslyn called me Cockroach today! Actually not bad leh. Just that hor, I scare of cockroach leh. Later people thought I love cockroaches. Which is like, eww?
Good money earning skills to teach you guys! I'M GOING BACK TO CCA, please place your 4D and toto tmrw. Sure-win. But lose don't find mee! I'm scare that my coach won't like me, or seniors. And juniors will think that I'm weird. Well, who cares. If they really don't like me. Don't go back lor. It's not like I've not done it before.
Okay, need to rest now. Bye readers!
Monday, May 25, 2009 | 9:26 PM
Sigh, everyday gets colder. The distances grew longer. No matter how much I feel
like hugging you on. But I know you won't least bit care. I watched our days
becoming shorter, although knowing that the agony will hurt this much, I didn't
want to lose a chance. I held on until the good days are over. And love torn
apart, I cried myself to sleep. But nothing is there to save me.
School's today, Claire wasn't at school. Good friends of hers asked me lots of questions. Which drove me on the road of insanity, reason being. I couldn't stop laughing! Benben was telling me how heartless I was during recess. But I told him, "So you can stop laughing when I told you what happen to her?" I mean, really. Amusing, although we know it hurts.
And, I should have a miscarriage today, if I had a baby lah, duh. Jasper's flying ball caught me up high and then right on my tummy. Imagine if I have a baby inside lah. Walao, Jasper is going to pay me my baby. Killed thousands of brain cell today, or should I say, thousand of my brain cells commit suicide. They couldn't stand Crystal studying for math! I did ok. Mr leong saw. (I'M PROUD.)
Anyw, Met Mr lim. He asked me with a real serious face, "What happen to you? Your test is done so well, why did you fail this time?" I shake my head, being so regretful of that arrow's mark. He looked at me then told me in a i-finally-understand way. "OH! Must be you lah, got highhigh for test, then proud right?" I kept on telling him I didn't. But actually, I did lah. OK LAH, I CONFESS I DID FEEL PROUD LAH. Grin.
Reading was horribly scary. Sure, me and Jolly was so scared that we almost pee in our pants. And Roy dear Roy. He kept on coming to scare Jolly and most of all, me! I was so afraid I slapped him. I'm sorry Roy.
I'm sorry I have to look like shit so that I can enhance Wenyi and Qiaoli's beauty. You see, I'm too pretty lah. Ha. Anyway. I was alone at the library today :( for about an hour. Just to wait for Don to sent me home. Thanks to my scardy cat nature.
BUT YOU KNOW WHAT, AFTER DON WENT HOME. I WENT ALL THE WAY TO POPULAR AND THEN GET MY STUFF AND GO HOME, ALONE. WTF, GET IT? WHAT THE ----!! wHY MUST IT BE LIKE THIS HUH?
Mommy waited outside the bathroom for me, because I was too afraid. And mommy was my security. Now I feel that my house is safe. :) Okay lah. Shall end this fast. I'm gonna seat with Qiaoli again tmrw! And, WWW with Qiaoli, Benlye etc. And dumbass. YAY! Gonna wear bikini. Must the sexiest. Then people won't let their eyes off you. Sizzling hot baby! Nights readers, don't nose bled ya (!)
Sunday, May 24, 2009 | 5:07 PM
The uneventful hot date with Cocoa at the romantic place named 'Claire's house'. Ended up dozing off time to time at Claire house. Best thing is, it's with my new boyf. And his name is, COCOA Isn't that so cool? But Cocoa tan being my all-time favourite dog. Couldn't just stay still! And worst of all, this 'boyf' love to sleep the floor more then she loves me. Ok, actually. She loves me. She went looking for me the other time I left her at Claire's place. Claire and Cordel don't even know that she's missing. Wth. Until I found her at the coffee shop, the route I took her to and off Claire's house. Sweet right? One uncle even said she was nearly knocked down by car. Oh dear love, I know you would risk your life for me.
Anyway. Played L4D, with Cheats on. Ha, I killed witch like easily. And have more head shots then usual. Ain't that so cool and weird for a girl, or girls. Like me and Claire to play this kind of boyboy game. And after all these playing. I've got so tired, so it Claire. See?
Claire is sleeeeeeping, Ryan didn't visit her though. Idk why. Off day? Anyway, you know Fanny's blog the Sean. Ha, he and Fanny stand tgt is a big different. Next saturday Crystal is going out to play. Like, WWW, movie then dinner. Will it be so eventful. I'm not sure. But I guess so. I'm super hot now, the weather is really so hot. I'm gonna study mathematics later in the evening. And eat my beloved Kway tiao for dinner. For now, I've to just wait for my phone to ring. Then I can go home already.
And, I think Crystal is very anti-social. I've just got 'Teenage' for the month of June. Whoever wants to read can borrow it from me. With the fee of just one dollar thank you, ha. No lah, FOC. I've finish reading it already anyway. I'm gonna watch
Surprising I still have energy to go haywire ytd. Now my life is go boring and empt, sadsadsad. Shall go whacky, and make my life more eventful, I'm still a teenage girl ok, if I don't have fun now then When?. So must PARTYEEE. Don kept on telling my CCA is tmrw, but Kelly told me even weeks only wed. So, should I go or not? I think coach will be like "Gimme a few numbers please." And rush to go bet on his toto, which I don't think he do.
Sian, I'm not even an inch close to any of the ping-pongs player in my level there. I think even some of the seniors will get irritated to see me again. Let's hope things goes well lor. If really cannot, the rest of my life I'm not attending CCA alr. Next term's results' must at least pass all, one or two A can make my day already. :3
Too hungry for your love.
Vultures from Ice Age movie, "FOOD GLORIOUS FOOD."
Saturday, May 23, 2009 | 10:30 PM
Yay. I've finally got the wallet. See the orange wallet there? It's for school one actually. Nice right? I still love my stitch wallet okay. But Stitch wallet not for school one. Woke up early in the morning, despite sleeping at only 3.40a.m. Really couldn't sleep yesterday night. For something hurts so much happen. But it's all over now. And, Boy am I glad it's over. I need to save money for next week. Going PLAY! Like crazy. And, Mdm chan's plant. So adorable lor. Green green weak weak one. But it's okay.
Anyway, when flyer giving tdy. It's totally tiring, counting the fact that I only did 3 block with Don. The others were actually gave out by him, just because he says I'm tired. And is only allowed to see him give. So, I told him I'm only gonna take 5dollars from everything. And he still insist on the ten dollar. Shall buy some 4D today. Roy's status was onlined. Like finally after one year plus on msn with him. Eugene's PM is quite meaningful "The purpose of fun is actually having it."
Oh, anyway. I've to informed everyone this, before second one appear. Crystal, me. Is only interested to have a blissful life. Not those popular life, with popular people. I don't like to stress myself ok. I've learn that some time ago. So if you want to say "Crystal wants to be popular." so be it. I won't be bothered. As I blog it out nicely already. And the catus Mdm chan gave me actually grew two more buns. So, now I've learn. I won't punk it out again. Ha. Sorry about the joke. Everyone started laughing at Crystal's silliness ya? Ok, I know it's funny. But jokes over.
Cockroach went to long house and Orchard with dumbass tdy! Quite a memorable one. Because I almost cried in public. With the mixed feeling of wanting-to-kill-people, touched and happy. But overall tdy is great, cause now I know. I'm somebody's life alr.
Km:"I dreamt of 2929 and it came out in toto!!!!" Mdm chan:"Toto is two numbers only meh?"
Friday, May 22, 2009 | 9:56 PM
I am just helping you up as a friend. You shouldn't go on wrong like that lah. I don't care that your blog is saying me or not. But I think you have no guts to tell me at all. Your impression to me is totally nice and good lah. Then? Results? Suck ! You're totally angry about the SMALLEST THING. The nice and innocent is just an act by you , like you said "FAKE". This whole while you've been acting someone else. And scold people for being fake. What's so wrong with you ? The you I know don't scold people bitches, worst, don't say I BITCH. If you were someone else, I'll just shake my head and turn my back to you lah. Now at least I can leh. So what I went around and care about people's stuff. Because I care. Understand? Now you've said. I'm bitching. Telling you to not get angry over small stuff is bitching. Whatever.
You're far gone away my life, from now.
Crystal improved, I only failed two subjects. (Thank God!) I usually failed three lah. Then stay there. Always standard three fail. Fail until Mommy and Daddy want to do something about it. Okay, so excited. History was like, 52/80. Fair the same as Claire did. I hoped my overall will pass as well. My science file still have a few worksheet missing. Ohohoh. Must photocopy, remember that, Crystal! Benlye is so so nice. Sometimes I talk to him, I feel more motivated to study. I don't mind mugging in school if I'm gonna seat with him. I mean, I started Anderson, making the choice of seating with Ben lye and got so irritated at the end of the day. But he is cute lah. I remember how we laughed about Danial being gay. Ha, good ole' days.
Had a conversation with Inn ting in class today. She hardly talks. But still was quite entertaining. Cause we realized that we're more afraid of her then she is to us. Like, really! The whole convo, we're like trying to open her up to us. Like, be friends. Lol, then Jolly is like "Where did you buy your pencil case? I also want buy, let's be twins okay?" She is just there looking at her watch. Ha, maybe she's not ready, yet. Tmrw heading back to GB again, with Vee. Like FINALLY. Shall like walk to school, primary school. LOL. I MISS GB LIKE CRAZY LAH. Currently upset about some other stuff. Maybe it's just not my thing to make a smile on that face. Maybe tears is a better way to live in.
You're far gone away my life, from now.
Crystal improved, I only failed two subjects. (Thank God!) I usually failed three lah. Then stay there. Always standard three fail. Fail until Mommy and Daddy want to do something about it. Okay, so excited. History was like, 52/80. Fair the same as Claire did. I hoped my overall will pass as well. My science file still have a few worksheet missing. Ohohoh. Must photocopy, remember that, Crystal! Benlye is so so nice. Sometimes I talk to him, I feel more motivated to study. I don't mind mugging in school if I'm gonna seat with him. I mean, I started Anderson, making the choice of seating with Ben lye and got so irritated at the end of the day. But he is cute lah. I remember how we laughed about Danial being gay. Ha, good ole' days.
Had a conversation with Inn ting in class today. She hardly talks. But still was quite entertaining. Cause we realized that we're more afraid of her then she is to us. Like, really! The whole convo, we're like trying to open her up to us. Like, be friends. Lol, then Jolly is like "Where did you buy your pencil case? I also want buy, let's be twins okay?" She is just there looking at her watch. Ha, maybe she's not ready, yet. Tmrw heading back to GB again, with Vee. Like FINALLY. Shall like walk to school, primary school. LOL. I MISS GB LIKE CRAZY LAH. Currently upset about some other stuff. Maybe it's just not my thing to make a smile on that face. Maybe tears is a better way to live in.
Let's quarrel everyday.
You said I wasn't to blame. Then are you still blaming me now?
Isn't it the same. Then why won't you let me admit that I'm wrong in the first
place? It's only because Crystal is already head over heels for you already.
Then it's okay already? Mission completed? Take it that I've never
mentioned.
Thursday, May 21, 2009 | 9:24 PM
Home pain home. My body ache like crazy today. I couldn't even like get the bed. I have to like crawl and pull myself out of bed lah. Shit. Then when I was preparing to go to school. I couldn't take it. Wth. I failed science by 1mark. Shag, not good not good. Shows alot my science needa buck up for CA/SA (2). I really have to study. See Jolly see? How do I give myself a break when something as easy as Science also can fail by one mark. Sighed. I can feel how Wen yi felt the last time already, have the confident. But results sucks like don't know what shit. Should brush up. Really should. No, I would. Heh. Anyway, it's not good to stay at home. Real bored. Rah. Sigh! How will Daddy forgive me? Tell me. HowHowHowHow, when I told him I'm feeling okay for the exams. But I must save the overall. I must and have to! Some life struggles.
Blogging is getting boring. Maybe due to some geeky genes in my acting. Try to cut out the emotional thing that I wanted to blog. But Crystal cannot attract attention okay? :3 Heh.
To a place we belong, and his love will conquer.anyw, this is for the dumbestAss.
Ah, my results sucks. Although the confident that gave me the wrong impression of passing. Anyw, I will work harder, LIKE DUH. And before even working harder. I can tell that there are nglectance. But we know study comes first in any way. So, I would always love you more then I love to study. But now at this point of time, my studies/future needs me more. After my work gets better. I'll spend more time staring into your face then the papers' questions ok?
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 | 8:53 PM
Oh, three results are back. Mother tongue language, I passed. English, just passed, feeling very disappointed with it currently. And math, magically. I failed. Sort out quite a lot of number of careless mistake. And confusion. It's like so depressing. When I got back my English and math, plus all my body ache. Actually normally, Crystal would be driven to a very hot-tempered mood. But luckily, I nver. Yay. Oh ya, I'm having studies depression. Well that's what Jimm said. Just because I said "I think now that the exams are over, I've nothing to study, and is boring..". So, I'm becoming geeky. And you know what, Jolly asked me to take a short break. Like a week or so. But first time in my life I deny on resting more.
Ah, Crystal is changing for the better. Yay, of course. Will God's watchful eyes. On the naughty things I did. And the nice onces. Oh, Mr leong is so angry today. Actually I already knew he was angry but actually keep it and not vent on us already. After school had lunch. Heavy lunch and played captain's ball. Ah, they so violent. Okay, nvermind. Only Jolly got sportmanship. She kept on telling us nvermind lah, it's over already. Then alot people complaint. But seriously, quite alot got hurt.
Redrain is coming. I don't know will it be exciting or not. But anyway, will be going on sat. Wanna see if there is any handsome dude in the band. (r o l l e y e s) Ohoh, Don fell sick today. He was freaking hot when I touch him today. And his temp is like 37.8 way above standard alr right? Fever like hell shit right? Aiyo. Cannot even take care of himself.
Mdm chan very adorable!! But she said I was looking for boyf when I looked out of the window (that was because someone walked past and make alot noise.) And she was like "Why Crystal? Looking for Boyf huh?" I don't think of boyf during lesson one lor, cause I'm very easily distracted. So I cannnot think okkk. Plus my handphone is like off during lesson, Jolly was shocked to found out that my phone is offed. Okay, I seriously need to go now readers. Need to rest for more shocking results tmrw. Who knows?
Be prepared for the worst!
Tuesday, May 19, 2009 | 9:20 PM
800m run. But I ran like six rounds from the early afternoon to late evening. Warm up three round, two run for the 800m. Then teacher wanted to know the exact scoring to find the second or third. So re-run again, but this time only 400m.
Fair enough lah, the whole day I didn't talk until I really finish the race. Then I began to be hyper. Until it almost driven Don crazy. Happy ah, although the re-run. But I think it's quite fun. Wahaha.
Rah, the first 400m, I actually over took the jing wen. But I slowed down. If I don't I'll be out of breathe for like, the next half round. Then I ran slower, and slower. Then I looked back and ask her if she's okay. She looks like she's gonna faint please! Then I sprint little, jog little. Then came to the finishing line with Claire, which I didn't know.We both stepped together, but Claire mentioned that I stepped in first.
So, happily, I thought I've got second. Then my legs start to ache like crazy. I screamed like crazy. Then the teachers said that me and Claire intended the whole thing, to step tgt at the finishing line. And make lives' difficult for the people. Well, Claire said I stepped in first. I also thought I stepped in first. Then, how do we intend that?
Well, so re-run, 400m. To find the place for the second and third. So we ran again. But I've got second. But like, we almost stepped in the same line. Until I put my leg down faster. Scary. I don't want to re-run for something so unintentionally again.
Okay, it's all over now.
Marina Barrage today, not-so-fun-as-I-expected. But was ok, with my first kite-flying experience there. And some water playground that the Jun wei and Wen bin almost pulled me in. Trying to soaked me. And, I love kite-flying, still. When I'm younger. Daddy told me he would bring me kite-flying when I get older. Now I'm already 14 years young. Sighed. Well, nvermind. Now I can kite-flying with Mommy, Claire or Cocoa -.-
Sighed, Mr leong didn't want to tell me my results. It's a see-for-yourself this friday. Sighed. But he did mentioned that "Those that are expected to pass didn't, surprisingly it's those that didn't really do well in math." Or something like that. So, high chances for those who kept on failing.
So, well. I've got a pretty good feeling today, after I gave my all for studies and sports. Well, I've left the relay run, and captain's ball. Will do our very best okay?
Labels: lengthy okay.
Monday, May 18, 2009 | 9:41 PM
Sorry about the picture flow. There was more, but I was too lazy to edit 'em the the correct nice size. Anyw, the pictures were quite neat, I used Fanny's style of posting and putting the picture nicely. So please don't come spam my tag board saying that I copy Fanny. I've admitted it already. It's neater, don't you agree?
Today's post-exam activity was boring, like real boring. I nearly slept all the way thru' the thing. Financial, who cares? Unless you're talking about giving money out like, wait 5 hours get ten thousand. I sure will wait one lor. This kind of crap thing. Don't know teach us for what, we don't understand it even. I rather have 5 hours of math. At least can have the kind of nice feeling that you will get when you know how to do it.
And like after I read ____'s blog. I started laughing at the thickness of his/her skin lah.Well, be oh-so-cute-lil-guy/girl he/she wants to be. He/She doesn't bother me.
Oh, the heat is like tmrw. Shit, I'm gonna like shit. I've to run the 800m with a secondary2, express, xcountry top. Wtf? Die lah. Like, HOW TO WIN LIKE THAT? I still got rely you know. Find someone same standard as me one what. but actually, Ming en they all say I can walk. Will sure get 2nd one. Cause there are only two girl dare to run this 800m. Like, one girl is a xcountry winner. Another one is girl getting conned by Roy Wang Xu Hai to take part.
And do you even know that I thought 800m is HALF the round? How dumb can Crystal get? Oh shit. Still got rely. Die liao lah. Okay lah, should like go rest, and try to put up alittle running at Marina Barrage. Cannot wait for Sports Carnival, bye bye people. All deserves a well rest today. Oohohoh. Forgot to include, below my post there is this 'Reactions' thingy, and I think it's pretty cool. Thanks readers for putting more efforts to like even rate it under agreeable, interesting or sad.
Ahh, Roy is telling me that we are gonna win, we are gonna win. But who on earth does he know that I'm gonna like compete with or not? The xcountry FIRST girl leh. Wth, does her CCA, track and field scares people already? Oh, and my horoscope! Search for it to kill time. Time pass slowly tday.
On the work or school front you have been feeling as though something has been holding you back. This month that block will be removed and you can make spectacular progress, which will bring you praise and respect from all those around you, including someone special!Not only will you be able to bask in the glow of praise from a number of people, but you will also be able to make a great deal of progress in terms of a special relationship. Someone will finally be willing to make a clear commitment that previously they had been avoiding.
Maybe My exams are good. (Grin!)
Saturday, May 16, 2009 | 11:27 PM
Had a terrible tummy ache just now. Must be a sign of too much junk food. OK, Crystal shall eat less this junk food. And eat proper food, including vegetables. Although exams are over. I'm very lost. I don't know what to do.
Cannot study anymore, I mean. I can still study, but I just want to find some things to study. Maybe I shall go save my math. But I'm really anxious over my results. Will I score? How will I fair? Let's not give any second thoughts about it. Should have scored badly, despite my efforts. Mommy is gonna say I didn't study again.
Lesson today, being happy. Hmm, how should I put it in? I went to look for my book, 'Being a Happy Teen' to know again what's being happy about. How do I get it. But, I couldn't find it anywhere. But I do remember 'em roughly, like. Changing yourself, accepting what life has given you.
As long as you want to be happy, you can be happy, no matter what happens. Oh, I think that's it. Being happy is easy. Okay, I shall do my best to be happy now. Because now I know, being sad now, will affect another person. Making him cry again, and nagggggg me to be happy. Good boyfriend? Yes.
A good man, but I don't know the way to cherish him.
But, because of him, I'm gonna learn how to, like the way he learn how to cherish me, because his mom make him want to do so.
Friday, May 15, 2009 | 11:46 PM
Crystal is shaken, Crystal is shaken, Crystal is shaken!
I didn't know why I came up with this decision. But, I just did. I'm just too, curious. About how can people trust each other in a relationship. (Admitting that I didn't really trust him for the pass four months.)
I'm just kind of shaken, totally stunned by the warmth you can feel, instead of the tears you felt. I don't know why. The way he looked when he just want to protect you, although being afraid of getting home late. The who emotions of him change when I only sulk.
A very, daddy-like feeling. Feeling safe. I don't know why I feel this way or how. But I just feel it. Then, I decided. I decided to trust him. If the way ended up ruin. I won't be a stupid girl and go look for love anymore. Adults will nod and agree to this. Actually, silently. I think that's a wise decision.
Five years to challenge a relationship, isn't really very long. But most people couldn't make it thru'. Let's start from the basic, let's start from something as short as five years. To prove that beliving is achieving. And Crystal must be a nice girl from now (I know I said that zillion times. I'm reminding myself, actually.)and don't be a mean girl who flare up shouting anywmore. Be a nice daughter (imp) , nice friend, nice sister, nice owner, nice student, and a nice girlf.
I didn't know why I came up with this decision. But, I just did. I'm just too, curious. About how can people trust each other in a relationship. (Admitting that I didn't really trust him for the pass four months.)
I'm just kind of shaken, totally stunned by the warmth you can feel, instead of the tears you felt. I don't know why. The way he looked when he just want to protect you, although being afraid of getting home late. The who emotions of him change when I only sulk.
A very, daddy-like feeling. Feeling safe. I don't know why I feel this way or how. But I just feel it. Then, I decided. I decided to trust him. If the way ended up ruin. I won't be a stupid girl and go look for love anymore. Adults will nod and agree to this. Actually, silently. I think that's a wise decision.
Five years to challenge a relationship, isn't really very long. But most people couldn't make it thru'. Let's start from the basic, let's start from something as short as five years. To prove that beliving is achieving. And Crystal must be a nice girl from now (I know I said that zillion times. I'm reminding myself, actually.)and don't be a mean girl who flare up shouting anywmore. Be a nice daughter (imp) , nice friend, nice sister, nice owner, nice student, and a nice girlf.
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| 10:09 PM
I saw Don today, finally. After one day of being with myself and Cocoa. Cockroach miss dumbass, t h a t much. Though he offended me a lot times today. But, he is still adorable, no no, Cute (ugly and adorable).
Shopping at TM&T1 today, there's so many stitch there. Like, so many (open eyes bigbig). I like 'em. But I know I couldn't bring 'em home. If not I'll have to throw away my other precious to keep them.
I changed my fringe side. To the right, now my fringe no more holes. I don't like boys. Irritating, secondary school already, still dee siao girl like an old ah pek.
Nothing special really happened lah. Crystal only enjoyed the long bus ride. 1 hour, and see how Claire and Ryan fight. And how Ryan's butt fell from the chair to the floor.
And, Claire and Ryan imitated the Paris and Milan's show, about the couple kissing at the staircase way. Their's was however funny.
Ohohoh, I totally forgot that I saw a super cute emoish guy on the bus, awww. Nver come ask my number! I was the hottest girl on bus leh, okay not funny. But the guy looked decent. Then Don kept on adding words spoiling the guy's reputation.
But, there were hots girls on bus too. Not those real hot ones, but just, hot?
The music 'River flows in you' and 'Kiss the rain' are freaking nice. Yiruma is freaking handsome. Ha, redrain's concert is next week. Can't wait, can't wait.
My China+Child-like photo. Act innocent hor, I didn't my eyes were irritating me so I kinda like sulk. Anyw, I think I looked cute. Ha, there goes the most thicked skin little girl.
Ah, Redrain faster come.
I want C3 more.
"Whoaaaaaa, you gimme Heaven's new!"
Crystal, Yourpandabutt Tan.