Tuesday, June 30, 2009 | 12:40 PM
Sigh, no school again. I don't feel the excitment for school now, and I've finally overcome that fear of swallowing my plastic-ly taste antibiotic. Thank god I just pop it in my mouth and swallow followed by a "Yucks". Nah, trying to just treat it like a panadol. Wen yi fell sick too.
I don't know why too that my words are in bold when I didn't bold them. Couldn't seems to find it's problem, but it's okay.. Right? I know it's not nice lah, but shag. Will find the cause soon. Or maybe I just ask the blogskinner myself. Anyway, currently hook-up with this book 'Confession of a Fallen Angel.' Quite nice + interesting.
New book to kick of this term, get all the lazy bugs killed or best, murdered horribly. All thanks to those lazy bugs who haunted me for almost 14 years. Shall murder them, murder them all! (evil laughs)
laughs, gotta solve the problems. See you later! -Gee, School's in tmrw for me :)
Sunday, June 28, 2009 | 5:45 PM
And this tragic happens. I fell sick this morning. And was feeling cold all over. First temp. taking was 39.0 second time was 38.9 then went to see this doc. Come back took my medicineand sleep, now it's like 36.6 yay. Thank god for sucha speedy recovery.
So damn happy, cause I can return to school instead of rotting at home. Yay. I know quite alot people admire me for being, so can stay home. But, ha. I'm okay already. And I'm happy. Need to kill those lazy bug. Before my schoolwork drops like my temperature.
HA! whoever who told Ruodan I said the ugly one on the right, and told her that she's on the right. I think you better go check your eyes at the doc. You can't even identify whose on the right, so you suck the shit man. Eh, shit I cannot go school. Until Wednesday. I want witness the AYG torch thing leh. Shit lah. I want go! Suck like hell lah. Walao. This is the first time, CRYSTAL WANT GO SCHOOL AND MOMMY DON'T ALLOW :( Go to hell lah.
You're sucha an (younameit). You side him like he is your world. And I cannot get over it.
Well, gonna check up with Wenyi about school. And hope there is something to do before I die. Shall rot @ home. I shall play Sims2. And borrow Sims3 from ahpui Jiawei. He is a nice guy, sometimes. I WANT GO TO SCHOOL LAH. Got new Cleancolor pens! :D So nice. And, I love Wenyi alot now. Cause I need her favour to take everything for me in class. Hopes she take notes for me also nah! :) Thank you Wen yi. I'll be grateful!
Thursday, June 25, 2009 | 6:05 PM
Bowling today.
Before, My pretty sexy baby...
After my not-so-sexy baby!I Fooled Myself, didn't really studied. Althought I know I did most of the h/w already like, 80%. Like, 80% so like, YEAY! Mdm chan messaged me today. And I went o.o' over her almost to perfect english. Whooo, there is short form lah. But the way she put the sentence, Whooot, she's my new idol. I so regret leh, whoa. Today went to Yishun Safra, played bowling. And Arcade, then don't know what arcade thing.
Tiring lah, I'm so tired after coming back. Shouldn't have played, althought I only payed like, s$3 for everything. But still, waiting for my pay lah idiot. Happy to see money in my bank today, althought it's as pathetic as s$34.79 lah. But I'm happy cannot ah!!! Shall save more money and save it in bank. I like to see huge sum of money. But I doubt that I can like even save it for long. Sure will itchy hand then take out and SPENT. Shit man.
Sucha girl with want-to-spend-money mood. Shit man, resist temptation okay. I know I can. Thank God that we have to wait till a certain age to marry. Or I think I'll remarry a dozen times. That, is random. But still, thank God!
Km's totally blur out face, damn adorable. Selling this photo at s$10! Anyway, I feel kinda bitchy today, feel like telling everyone their flaws and make 'em hate me, and for those who hate me secretly, msging people to tell 'em I'm using 'em. Thankyouverymuch. You don't need to worsen any part of me and her relationship, thankyou.
But, I know it's no better already. Cause of everything, she is relying all on you. And nver talk much to me often already. Well, LIFE GOES ON SUCKER. Helped you so much when needed, until you don't need you secretly badmouth me. So much for a man. I was actually bitching about him to Danial and all (Oh Gosh, I'm so bad). Then Danial went like "I thought you all very close one?"
Roy scored the highest for the game, second was Geraldine. And I was the last. I'm so very hungry right now, want to eat out alone. I just want to be alone lah, like the last time I did. I broke my nail while playing bowling today, the balls are damn heavy.Anyway, have to remember to bring my thermometer to school on Monday. Remember okay people. It's good for health! Ooh, I'm really hungry. And wenyi got flamed on blog, poor girl. And while mrt-ing home, there is this ji ko pei keep on looking at girls, from top to bottom then laugh cheekly to himself, like. Eeee, and he loooked at me and smile! Mommy say I should smile back. I took a photo of the ji ko pei in revenge! Shalln't post it.
Wednesday, June 24, 2009 | 9:47 PM
Breathetaking. Tmrw is studying day. No boyf, no puppy, no games. Basically, in short. It's what we call...HOMEWORK RUSHING DAY.
Ok lah, the awful truth is I've not touched any of my h/w. And every touch I tried to, is actually a complete failure, means I couldn't concentrade at home also meaning, I've to grab a few buds and head to the library! I've a nasty lot to catch up with. And I know people as kind as Benjamin lye will help me to. Great buddies.
Anyway, furball is now officially, oh how do I put it in words, well okay. To break my good english chain, BOTAK! No fur at all, and the stupid boarding house left a cut on Cocoa's ears, no wander there powder on the cut. Anyway, Danial said there will be a bowling tmrw, but I'm totally not interested, how? Skip the part and cont my assignments :) Good girl. and..
HAHAHA, Don chua. Next time you two time me or like other girl, I'll take this evidence and prove it to you that you're sucha sucker and liar. Anyway, there is quite alot of news on tattoo today, and I WANT TATTOO! I know now alot people will like "Why tattoo, don't lah. It's bad." But, to say. I only want I want. I didn't say I'll make one. Okay lah, good night people. Studying tmrw.
Tuesday, June 23, 2009 | 3:27 PM
Biking with Cocoa later! I mean, I bike lah, she seats in thebasket. I'm sucha nice owner right? Betcha just said Yes. But if you said no, well. Get yourself a dog. Cocoa have been tired today. For I don't know reasons. Nevermind. I shall make her wake up later when I cycle her around Bishan park. Bye readers! :D
BYE READERS!
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Monday, June 22, 2009 | 2:18 PM
A typical day for outing you know. Wanted to go to study date with Jianting. But really didn't bear to leave Cocoa at home, she's just came back yknw! Sorry Jian ting for a no show again today! Went out for Breakfast w Cocoa & boyf then slept at home, from 10 to 11. Quite short, I suppose. Anyway, the previous post is about Nuffnang and Singtel's contest, and winner gets a Macbook and s$200 cash. Everyone goes gaga! Especially for me! Cause I LOVE MACBOOK. Those interested please go to your nuffnang acc and participate. But please don't win lah!
With s$200 cash in hand, I'll buy a trolley for Cocoa as well as a bag for her! Home alone only causes cam-whore. And yes, this time WITH MAKE-UP! And I swear this is the first time I played with make up and took photo. I only did for one eye lip balm. So no worries about see-ing a hideous creature!
All thanks to the wna-be-pretty and hunger.
With s$200 cash in hand, I'll buy a trolley for Cocoa as well as a bag for her! Home alone only causes cam-whore. And yes, this time WITH MAKE-UP! And I swear this is the first time I played with make up and took photo. I only did for one eye lip balm. So no worries about see-ing a hideous creature!
You should just die if you say that Crystal is ugly lah. Like really go die. If I'm not lazy I would have gone to PLASTIC SURGERY already ok. Show you some ass. My head is in a weird oval shape. Lol. Don't know what God is thinking while making me. I only did make up for one eye (right) So, Most pictures covered the other eye.
And I love my Camera, although I knew DSLR is not the hot thing but, I still love my camera. Unless I've got some dollars to buy a new one for myself.
Wenyi msg me telling to do a poll in Channel new asia. I forward to most of my contact. And I did also, and I'm happy w the results. Hope that holiday can be extended! See-http://www.channelnewsasia.com/polls/index.php?action=vote&id=251&ranid=9190&voteNr=1
Must do the poll hor. Click here to vote, it's on the left and below. http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm
Regarding the picture and the brown thing on my head is not a headband, it's a hairband mommy got in Bangkok, I know it looked nicer on me then my mom (!) Opps. Life is looking good and pretty. Now I'm gonna look for my pretty doggy. Got to go. Berightback! :)
I'm back :( Feels no good. I almost got me and Cocoa killed. I left the fire on, cause I wanted to cook instead of going down with the hideous face. I smelled smoke, I thought it's from the outside, so I didn't pretty much bother. Mommy is gonna kill me :( How? The pot is in a total destruction.
And I've nothing to say or do now.. I can only buy her a new pot :(
All thanks to the wna-be-pretty and hunger.
| 12:24 PM
(Picture from Yebber.com)
Romantic date up at Singapore Flyer. When people are still at the bottom with not-so-much things to see. Online and book the movie ticket of 'Drag Me to Hell'. Ask buddies on Msn about the next place to go after the flyer with girlfriend/boyfriend. Surely there are people who are totally bored up in the flyer for the full one hour. But I am sure not all are bored of having a internet connection at Singapore Flyer. Now people will rush down to Singapore Flyer blogging, playing dota or Left 4 dead.
“Live Life Online Anywhere with SingTel BroadBand on Mobile Youth Plan! Visit www.singtel.com/youth for details.”!
Sunday, June 21, 2009 | 10:03 PM
YP/Synergy camp is a total whacky! With Facilitator like Limin or SL like Aaron. Your life is gonna face a total no-stop laughters. Morning is a total massive laughters, when night comes. It's a total creeeeepy camp. First night, was so scary. Played candle walk, so scary. the class room one really freaked alot people out. And our group lost three people inside, including the facil.
When I tell you whose the hero in our group you'll sure have a shocked of your life. Going to the creepy thing alone to save the facil so as to cont our candle walk, takes someone with real guts eh? The one that save the three people was, Roy. Our totally gutless Roy. I think he went brave over time. Whooooot! Even I didn't have the guts to go in lah. It's like, windows sealed. And smoky. and there is people in to scare you.
And people to tell you false story. Lol!
And, our last activity. I share share some my appreciation letter :D Yay!
Carine:Crystal (smiley face) Big bully
girl (Naughty face) Miss you! (Hearts)
Limin:Hi pretty girl! cutedog & you have damn
long legs haha... thx for being so positive about everything!
Aaron:Hey! You rock! thanks really for having that
courage to share! You rock.
Divya:You are a great fren! (smiley face)
Reeca:Crystal!!! (heart) me issit?! hahaha. I think
that you're very nice la actually :D :D even though i'm not very close to you
right? lol.
Fad:You're strong person although you knew
you have challenges you never fail to smile everytime. Stay strong!
Iffah: Babe, iloveyoula! haha. Thanks for
everything!
Jaslyn: Crystal! (I think I was moving and now her
words I couldn't see.) I wan be friend with you! cockroach! :D
Ame: Hi! Do well in your CA2 ah! You are a best
friend of mine
Wenyi: Hey teddy, thank-you for everything you had
done for me. Ily.
Roy: Yo! Crystal. Thx for all the SLAP that you
given me last one and half year! I want you to be my best friend 4ever!
Lol. Aww, I ALSO WANT BE ROY'S BEST FRIEND 4EVER. Lol. And, sorry hor Reeca, it was actually your fault for being so attractive that I just kept on moving to you while sleeping! :D And, HAHA RACHEL, WENYI LOVE ME.
I'm sucha meanie. Those who didn't went is sucha waste.
And if you're whining about life is not fair to you. You should totally learn from Sean how to be strong, he is so goddamn strong despite the everything that is so unfair to him. And, no I'm won't be saying what happen. Ask him if you want to know, and provided that he is comfortable in sharing w you. And ONLY IF HE IS COMFORTABLE IN SHARING W YOU.
It's so nice okay! :) To know Reeca better, and probably Roy too. Aaron say I like Roy!!! Lol, I keep on telling him no until pek cek. Then Reeca say "Crystal got boyf le lah." ha! right in his face!
Eh, then for talent night, some people dance the couple dance you know, so envious. But it's still go funny and nice to see them dance :) When you see how Roy and Qiaoli dance. I think you'll find them adorable. Actually all of us suppose to dance.
But not all of us can learn it so quickly. If not I'll be dancing with Ivan already. And the feeling of holding someone else hand instead of the one that I always holds, feels weird. But trying not to be a bitch and dilly dally. I just do as said. Hold the shoulder, and hand then dance. Lol, but didn't have much time. So, ya. No dance.
I KNOW THE ACTUAL MEANING OF WISH OK! And is so funny, cause it's like personal attacking. Ok, hogging off to bed. Nights buddies! Sorry for the no picture for the camp, didn't take any.
"I want nobody nobody but you...."
Thursday, June 18, 2009 | 9:13 PM
I looked so adorable in the second picture. Like, real adorable. Don't say I'm showing off or something, it's just because. I've nver seen myself like a kid before, furthermore, it's natural! Pictures are highly creditted to my personal camera lady-Claire. Okay lah, she isn't my personal camera lady lah, she's just taking my picture for herself, so to show off Crystal's ugly side to the world, you know?
Whatever it's for, I'm upset now, freaking. Cause I freaking broke up w boyf! No lah, my 'tattoo' is fading away. The people bluff me, tell me my tattoo's lifespan is about two weeks.
Nice tattoo right? Teehee, Sorry about my sexy purple undergarment! Hmm, today went out and watch movie for the third time this week. Movie recommendations? Okay, shall name it out. First movie of my favourites...
Movie reviews:A decision to deny an extension of a home loan to an old woman
named Mrs. Ganush (Lorna Raver) causes Christine (Alison Lohman) to become the
recipient of a supernatural curse. Haunted by an evil spirit and misunderstood
by a sceptical boyfriend, Christine seeks help from a seer to break the curse
and save her soul from eternal damnation. (copy and paste, obviously.)
Anyway the movie, I LIKE. It's so freaking disgusting and funny that you can hear laughters at some scary parts. Really, it's like about this curse lah, which is super scary. Haunts you like crazy. The ending is unique, it's not like your everyday beauty and the beast ending! A must-watch for those who really likes horror, and for those who are scared will find it nice also, cause at least, I found it nice.
Next up,
Movie reviews: Space-time vortexes suck. Will Ferrell stars as
has-been
scientist Dr. Rick Marshall, sucked into one and spat back through
time. Way
back. Now, Marshall has no weapons, few skills and... Space-time
vortexes suck.
Will Ferrell stars as has-been scientist Dr. Rick Marshall,
sucked into one
and spat back through time. Way back. Now, Marshall has no
weapons, few skills
and questionable smarts to survive in an alternate
universe full of marauding
dinosaurs and fantastic creatures from beyond our
world--a place of spectacular
sights and super-scaled comedy known as the
Land of the Lost.
Sucked
alongside him for the adventure are crack-smart
research assistant Holly (Anna
Friel) and a redneck survivalist (Danny
McBride) named Will. Chased by T. rex
and stalked by painfully slow reptiles
known as Sleestaks, Marshall, Will and
Holly must rely on their only ally--a
primate called Chaka (Jorma Taccone)--to
navigate out of the hybrid
dimension. Escape from this routine expedition gone
awry and they're heroes.
Get stuck, and they'll be permanent refugees in the
Land of the Lost.
Nice movie okay. Alot of horny parts also, the part that me and Don laugh about the most is the part where the monkey-human press the Holly's or Hollie's breast when he said his name, because the Holly or Hollie's pointed to her breast when she said her name. Lol, and is a very funny movie, you can laugh all day long about it.
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Last but not least is NATM. I think everyone has already watched this, it's a so-so this time. And guess what's up pals! Alvin and the chipmunks 2 is coming! "Ooh you had a bad day just take it right..." Must watch okay, and grab your favourite pal w you! Including me.
I don't know what happened to me, I'm getting this real nasty headache recently, and even today. Well, I thought I was strong, like the one on the right (picture). I've this another panther boyfriend in Bangkok! Doesn't he look cute? Anyway, I didn't know is the headache or what, I seem to have a real serious case of jealousy.
Tuesday, walked all the way to Marymount to find someone, from amk to marymount. W/o water. Almost thirst to death. Bad experience. Second day, worst. Walked aimlessly around to find somebody. This time w/o water and food. Didn't have 'em in the morning! Bad experience, fell down, and hurt my left arm. More bad experience.
These few days, tears are collected like rivers coming. Even worst and bad experience. Now, I'm scare of even reminding me the pain. Went to play arcade today, don't know which joki tap the card so many time, and left there with 11 credit which is about like s$17.05 for me and Don to spam and play House of Death.
Free play for me and Don. Spam like crazy. Well, thank whoever who left that much of money. Spent threee hours plus at the staircase, singing, disturbing, hearts talking and monkeying. Was really quite a thing, for those who are broke lah.
And Dong Xuan is so adorable, his PM was "Why Drag Me To Hell when drag me to school is scary enough?" Ha, pure cuteness. I want to watch G. force when it's out. YP camp tmrw, I still lied to Mr Wilfred that I won't go. Lol, but. Stucked in school obeying rules, kinda boring aye? But, we'll see. Never judge it's book by it's cover. We all know that. Happy Camping everyone!
Smile Crystal, smile!
Monday, June 15, 2009 | 7:58 PM
"So do you think that you're wrong?"
"No, the only wrong thing is being borned into this world, and hear things that doesn't matter to you."
Granddad taugh me this today. He told me silence is golden. Like the taji, soft appearence, hard when felted. Crying is only for those cherished ones lost, like die etc. He also told me the three of us are his only precious. Then he criedcard, there goes my contacts. Mommy tore my sim .
My head is as though it's tearing. It's so, so painful. I think I need to sleep more. I don't like it when they say I'll get pregnant so soon. I know I won't. So don't say it.
Cocoa ah, I miss you so much that I'm starting to go crazy already, you know? See your jiejie playing poker w skeleton, ain't your jiejie crazy? Don't be angry that mummy and me sent you to boarding house okay? What are you doing now my baby? At boarding house must miss me hor baby. I miss you so so much, my strong ignorance pillar :)
Sunday, June 14, 2009 | 8:38 PM
I, just deleted my whole lengthy post. Maybe God doesn't want my readers to get blind. Pictures flow in between!
I like my tees;
I like my tees;
I like my tees.
Rah, really went ga-ga over shirts okay. The plantinum is so huge. And the price is so yummy that I can swallow it. It's super fun @ bangkok. Especially when I'm buying things, I spent all my 2500 baht. Which is s$107.70 . I'm so happy that I spent all. Even my last 150 baht I used it to buy mommy's thing at the Bangkok's airport. Crystal is super nice right?
However, my nail art were like crazily complicated. But Claire's one was nice and simple, which she said was too plain. But I find it nice. Anyway, I want to vent.
I hate her lah. For creating all these troubles for me, for me that BEARED W EVERYTHING AND NOT QUARREL W MY MOM. You deserve nothing, women. Nothing at all. :( I bear w my mother for five days, not quarreling, not giving black face, not complaining. Yet you came and tell this thing tell that thing, just now say what you don't dare to ask about Don's moving of house. Then when I let you ask him, you say no lah, casual talk only.
Tuesday, June 9, 2009 | 12:26 PM
Mcdonald's. Harshbrown frying, almost ALMOST lost my hand in it. Like too distracted or something. You can see how the oil frys. Lol.
I want to get killed.
I like the blood. I like to see blood flow. Flow like river. Quite saddis hor? Probably influenced by Jian ting. The love of blood.
The feeling that have never been experienced before, I don't know is it good or not. Just, like a hand grabbing so hard at my heart. Beating is made difficult, when I see couples/korean drama it grabbed me even tighter. I want to let it out, but it's too diffcult. And I suddenly develope a liking to blood. neh! Just now the drama Boys over flowers I think. The guy shouted "Let's start afresh" the weird feeling comes in again.
I should rest. I still have no appeptite to eat. Thinking about how I've changed already, I can only say I've tried my best.
Don is staying overseas for three weeks now. I felt that I'll lose him, maybe I really will. I don't know. But.. I know I've already invested my love in. If that's not enough. I don't know what is. Let's hope that things won't change.
Crystal actually should have died long time ago. But idk why God save me, make me suffer more agony.. :( what's your purpose huh papa God? Bully me ah. Don't let me go heaven hor! if not I'll question you until you pek cek!
-Edits.-
I resigned already. I know I really really cannot cope. No hard feelings okay Crystal? Ha, I've packed my bag for tmrw already. I love Claire Ng Ruo Yun. Going to take plane w 'em. Four star hotel leh. Be jealous okay. I LOVE AIRPORT.
I want to get killed.
I like the blood. I like to see blood flow. Flow like river. Quite saddis hor? Probably influenced by Jian ting. The love of blood.
"You turn my pain into passion."
The feeling that have never been experienced before, I don't know is it good or not. Just, like a hand grabbing so hard at my heart. Beating is made difficult, when I see couples/korean drama it grabbed me even tighter. I want to let it out, but it's too diffcult. And I suddenly develope a liking to blood. neh! Just now the drama Boys over flowers I think. The guy shouted "Let's start afresh" the weird feeling comes in again.
I should rest. I still have no appeptite to eat. Thinking about how I've changed already, I can only say I've tried my best.
Don is staying overseas for three weeks now. I felt that I'll lose him, maybe I really will. I don't know. But.. I know I've already invested my love in. If that's not enough. I don't know what is. Let's hope that things won't change.
Crystal actually should have died long time ago. But idk why God save me, make me suffer more agony.. :( what's your purpose huh papa God? Bully me ah. Don't let me go heaven hor! if not I'll question you until you pek cek!
Monday, June 8, 2009 | 8:04 PM
I'm still troubled.
Only until I finally get the solution then I canrest in peace.
First solution, face termination & get freedom + can study. Second, work and kpkb abt life and money, but earn money.
Let's list down the pros and cons lah of working. Easier way out.
Pros & cons
PROS
Earn money.
Get experience
Buy whatever shit I want.
earn free meals.
CONS
Muscle ache.
Lesser sleep time.
Lesser study time.
Need to go thru' alot of troublesome reaarage of time if got camp or other stuff.
May affect studies.
Change into another person (proud + vain shit) like one of my cousins.
I don't really want it.
Walao so many cons leh. My heart tell me to stop. My mind tell me to con't or (Mommy will scold, manager will scold) That's like living for other people. Okay, I must do what I want to do. No regrets! I will face this questions again. So my as well end it. But I don't mind if I 've to clean the trays for full four hours lah. Damn fun. Harshbrown, CMI. Lobby, cmi. Fries, worst cmi ever.
My sort of senior saw my hand will the burned mark, and got one inside got water inside one.
She say she last time also like that, I feel like telling her. "Ya lor, but I really don't want and can't cont here already." But I watched my mouth lor.
Should de I? People please message me to tell me your views. Saw Albert and Jie yi today, well not TOGETHER LAH. Seperately.
But I really really not intending to work in fast foods. Doesn't interest me abit. Plus, I have no interest in Junk, or I think. I think I'll spoil my health lah. I squeeze out my water from under my skin. I don't know what's that call lah. But I know is caused by cooking of fries.
NO LIKE FRIES
. Mommy say what I no responsibility. But she was the one who asked me to go give it a try. Now I say I really cannot and I really don't want to. :( Then she keep on say me what always do things half way" ... etc. My right hand now is aching like don't know what hell shit. And when I returned home I was so tired. I don't want to move.
Today's six hours is better then yesterday. Solo on the Harshbrown w help from diff people sometimes. For two hours, then back scene two hours then lobby two hours. My mind went blank most of time. Can I give up? I want to accompany granny also :(
Mommy is gonna scold me again, sigh. How? I really no want already. Why those want ones now still haven't orientation, why I, ME, CRYSTAL TAN have to go? Shall tell manager, "Why there is two people out wanting for your orientation and wanting to do you haven't called them? Why must you keep me w you?"
Only until I finally get the solution then I can
First solution, face termination & get freedom + can study. Second, work and kpkb abt life and money, but earn money.
Let's list down the pros and cons lah of working. Easier way out.
PROS
CONS
Muscle ache.
My sort of senior saw my hand will the burned mark, and got one inside got water inside one.
She say she last time also like that, I feel like telling her. "Ya lor, but I really don't want and can't cont here already." But I watched my mouth lor.
Should de I? People please message me to tell me your views. Saw Albert and Jie yi today, well not TOGETHER LAH. Seperately.
But I really really not intending to work in fast foods. Doesn't interest me abit. Plus, I have no interest in Junk, or I think. I think I'll spoil my health lah. I squeeze out my water from under my skin. I don't know what's that call lah. But I know is caused by cooking of fries.
NO LIKE FRIES
. Mommy say what I no responsibility. But she was the one who asked me to go give it a try. Now I say I really cannot and I really don't want to. :( Then she keep on say me what always do things half way" ... etc. My right hand now is aching like don't know what hell shit. And when I returned home I was so tired. I don't want to move.
Today's six hours is better then yesterday. Solo on the Harshbrown w help from diff people sometimes. For two hours, then back scene two hours then lobby two hours. My mind went blank most of time. Can I give up? I want to accompany granny also :(
Mommy is gonna scold me again, sigh. How? I really no want already. Why those want ones now still haven't orientation, why I, ME, CRYSTAL TAN have to go? Shall tell manager, "Why there is two people out wanting for your orientation and wanting to do you haven't called them? Why must you keep me w you?"
Sunday, June 7, 2009 | 9:16 PM
LENGHTY
I cannot stand it. Really cannot. Energy consuming, I stand and walk for 6 hours today. My leg hurts alot. Really, alot! :( I was so tired I wrote a resignation letter already. I rather study lah. My legs were like it's gonna break you know. I tang dao(burned) myself. One got the bubble thing already, the other one wasn't that painful. It's only like a red line cross my hands only. Worst thing is that, little burns like that. They won't entertain you lah. So I tolerate the pain. The pain you sure won't smile one right, then the manager say I nver smile. But I still did smile lor, just for the s$3.20 x 6. Calculate for me, okay. I've the answer = s$19.20
Walao, so painful and tiring. I'm gonna earn s$51.20 by the end of Monday and Tuesday. I scare later I pass my letter they scold me sia. But I think they sure scold me one lor. Wasted their investment. But investment mah, sure got good and bad one what. Cannot rely on investment to earn you big bucks right? Unless you're confident lah.
Going bangkok already, daddy gave me 2500 bangkok money okay! Singapore s$250 lah. Lol. everyone must be "CHEY." But s$250 quite alot already lah, when there everything is like quite cheap. I only scare of the begger only.
I went to watch the Susan Boyle's vid on Youtube. Then a user of ANNIE688 said "事實證明了:外在無法彌補天生我才 " people must be like "Oooh, this is qim." Then I scroll up I saw this another user of marksoutof10 said "請讲英语! " I think most chinese will get this and laugh. Anyway, the first one was commenting about the talent of Susan Boyle in chinese, then the other guy was like "Please use english."
Darling reached Australia already. He messaged me to tell me that he reached already. So sweet right? The message will cost him a bomb! I can't believe the like-to-stick-together us can be two worlds apart. Well, he is two hours away from me. Sigh. Thankgod for the MSN creation. Or I won't know what to do.
I MISS DON CHUA, WORK IS SO TOUGH, COME SAYANG ME LAH, ANYBODY?
Friday, June 5, 2009 | 1:35 PM
Aiya. Today is typical mental rush day. I have to arrange all the timming in my head of what to do next and where to go. And worry that Benjamin and Danial will go off w/o me, and they did. Worry about my Ez-link card that's why Benjamin, afraid that he would lose it. And worry what time to meet Xue ting. The orientation (Mcdonald's) was so long, I've actually planned to finish my 2nd interview and go eat my breakfast, but idk why they said I've finish the interview already, and going to take the injection and do the orientation. I didn't know it took me from morning 9a.m. to now, 1.40p.m.
Started to worry that Xue ting will whine and complain to me for being SO late, I texted Mr leong and told him that I couldn't pass him the form today, then Xue ting tell me that "Sorry eh, I need to go take passport, I can't go le." I was like ._. -'-! Now I'm stucked home with my brain cell's in the process of the half brain cell's death funeral. Cool hor? Wasted so many cells to stay at home. -.- Now I want go study date, so ANYONE?
And TGID (Thank God it's Don.) I told him I was too tired to move, then he said he would rush and buy me my brunch, after his lesson. Sweet right, his mine!
This is only the morning part of post to entertain, meanwhile, please seat back relax and play your dota or whatever then come view me again :) "Don! where's my kway tiao!!!!!!"
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Yay, Had my Kway tiao, was so hungry. Thank you Don. You should see Jian ting's reactions on Naomi, "OMG,i wan a gf like that!!!!" And he also said "everybody will appreciate chiobu de ma" Like he have totally forgotten that he is talking to a totally
not chio no figure no money
girl. Sighed, go plastic surgery liao lah! gimme money, money, money!
It's not like I want that boob right? Just the one that fits my body mah. At least not like mommy say "Look like one nail on the wall." Not even one bun leh! What the hell. And JASLYN SAY MY NEHNEH SMALLER THEN INNTING'S ONE. No hor. Not true okay.
Currently telling Ting I'm going to plastic surgery, LOL. He tell me don't go. Lol. Who ask this world? Better place for beauts only. Ugly people like her! Hell only.
The ugly one on the right. Lol. The end of ranting, but I still want a pretty face and a hot body. :(
Crystal, Yourpandabutt Tan.