Thursday, December 31, 2009 | 11:49 AM
(Caption: A jollly present for some people, cute stuff!)
Pick your favourite shade of black. You'd best prepare a speech. Say something funny, say something sweet. But don't say that you loved me.
Best abandon ship. | I worked overtime yesterday you know, now am so tired. My foot were sore (frown). And normally @ 10 p.m. people all going home le, no more stay in AMK hub le, but out of a sudden. My queue kept on increasing with people. So I was asked to stay till 10.30 p.m. And the queue is still long, I worked till...10.45 p.m. that's like. An hour and 45 mins more then how much Wenbin worked. So am gonna work more then him, loser!
(*Cheers,) Someone told me the class allocation will be out today, and, wish him/her the worst lah, it's after today, helllllo. But it's okay, no harm done anyway. Kay, now. I better bathe. And breakfast! Who wanna breakfast with me? Msg me! Anyway uh, trust me, pictures tmrw. (Trust me are often used, 15 mins before the police arrived, get the joke, laugh. If not. Bai!)
Sunday, December 27, 2009 | 10:38 AM
When I'm upset, I'm so attracted to Hoobstank's music. I decided to be happy, after all. Happy people attracts happy people. And I want to be surrounded by happy people. But still, I love Hoobstank's music. Short one in, update when I get my class allocation, and prepare more photo, (smile!)
Alvin 2 ytd, and my favourite, is still Theodore, he's awesome, adorable. Stunning. Another reason because, Jesse McCartney voice him! Aw :D Mad love! By the way, if you use your mac to do the chipmunk sound. Won't be as nice as the real people do the singing. So let the professional do it.
Alvin 2 ytd, and my favourite, is still Theodore, he's awesome, adorable. Stunning. Another reason because, Jesse McCartney voice him! Aw :D Mad love! By the way, if you use your mac to do the chipmunk sound. Won't be as nice as the real people do the singing. So let the professional do it.
Saturday, December 26, 2009 | 10:56 PM
So why does there only have to be one correct philosophy?
It's sucha chore. (Heartbroken*) Not feeling good, so. Yeah, it's gonna be up here. All the fuckyous. You can scroll down, till the word, end. There. I'll con't with the proper online blogging.
Fuck you all lah, what girl. What nonsense? All these bullshit haters, do commenting on me, gives me full time shit? Do you think you fucking earn a five star rank for bitching Crystal the bitch? I mean, it's just ironic lah. You spend time, on someone you hate. I would rather go out and drink milo. Everything's up on my shoulders already. What you all want? Can you all just type out? Apology, explainations. Or what? Could you bloody name it or not? Don't be so, pissed of with me b'cause of nothing kay. I show you why. I ditch away the boy I love. Give up on the one, I can't give. Now feeling so fucked up waiting for the class allocation. Currently broke. With no money at all. Every girl just want someone who is suitable around her right. He doesn't have to love me back, or try so hard to forget me. What's the good of forgetting me? Does it help? Help to go on with the another girl he's trying to love? This fucking shit world. Is a big nonsense. Since I'm annoying, why still care to tell me, it's a lie, when it's obviously not something to joke with? You think moving on is easy for me? You think this pain ain't killing me? This fucking pain is on me, on and on and on. Is something, you should come clear it up, for me. And this bloody body, feverfeverfever, twisted fucking ankle. What's the fucking use? Bullshits!!! these tears, already swell up my eyes.
Ends.
Okay, chill out. What's the use ranting?
It's sucha chore. (Heartbroken*) Not feeling good, so. Yeah, it's gonna be up here. All the fuckyous. You can scroll down, till the word, end. There. I'll con't with the proper online blogging.
Fuck you all lah, what girl. What nonsense? All these bullshit haters, do commenting on me, gives me full time shit? Do you think you fucking earn a five star rank for bitching Crystal the bitch? I mean, it's just ironic lah. You spend time, on someone you hate. I would rather go out and drink milo. Everything's up on my shoulders already. What you all want? Can you all just type out? Apology, explainations. Or what? Could you bloody name it or not? Don't be so, pissed of with me b'cause of nothing kay. I show you why. I ditch away the boy I love. Give up on the one, I can't give. Now feeling so fucked up waiting for the class allocation. Currently broke. With no money at all. Every girl just want someone who is suitable around her right. He doesn't have to love me back, or try so hard to forget me. What's the good of forgetting me? Does it help? Help to go on with the another girl he's trying to love? This fucking shit world. Is a big nonsense. Since I'm annoying, why still care to tell me, it's a lie, when it's obviously not something to joke with? You think moving on is easy for me? You think this pain ain't killing me? This fucking pain is on me, on and on and on. Is something, you should come clear it up, for me. And this bloody body, feverfeverfever, twisted fucking ankle. What's the fucking use? Bullshits!!! these tears, already swell up my eyes.
Ends.
Okay, chill out. What's the use ranting?
Hai. Hi world. Tomorrow will be a better day. (Silent Prayer to God) Today, have been quite good. Am thinking about how to balance out. Hmm, life. Quite interesting, with the sudden whirlpool emotions, kicking in. Swearing to tear me down. I just, have to keep up with it. And swear back at 'em, saying I'll kick 'em out. Till now, I still kinda need to struggle.
Why are you running away?
| 10:10 AM
If you love someone, first, you have to learn to let go. Betcha' people hear this tons of times. Learning to let go, is just so nucking difficult.
There's nothing, surgery can do. I'm falling, I'm crashing now. Am currently, waiting for my class relocation, feeling so ironic. I miss little Daniel now, how? Steamboat there, I spent quite an awesome sum of money, so I need to go out and work already, that's if I want more money
lah, hai.
lah, hai.
I was there, when you told me. "Forever and always."
It's idk how long. I'm stuck at the same song, cry over the same thing. Ain't a just a pathetic little kiddo, wanting my blanket back. Going out now, hope everything's wrong, revived right.
WAITING FOR CLASS RELOCATION!!
Wednesday, December 23, 2009 | 8:07 PM
Whoever out there who is still worrying for little Cocoa, I here to officially tell you, she's okay already, she can run and jump and bark at me, or yawn when I kiss her. But still waiting for her stitches to recover. So yeah, thanks to all (smile).
Sure, she's running and kicking. So kaykay. Main point of this post is to tell you all.. I met up with vamp yesterday! And instead of watching movie (I didn't have the mood to watch movie at the point of time, cause I had a arguement with mommy, about house key -.-) So kay, I was crying and walking with him. While telling him what happen yesterday, from morning to night, all the fucking suey things luh! (And yeah, I changed the vulgarities font color to white,) and I cried, so he told me "We can go anywhere and talk about anything, as long as it makes you happy" Not the exact word lah, but more or less the same.
Okay, so we actually, walked almost around AMK. I know I headed towards ave 10 at first, then we turned back in to walk from AMK mrt to YCK mrt, and then walk up to Ql's place there, then down back to AMK. We had a longest walk, and we were like, saying funny experiences, and haunted ones. Ok, whatever, boring.
So today, netball from 8:30 am to 12 pm. Then dance, from 1 pm. to... arnd 5-6 pm? And I fucking twisted my ankle. Not very serious though, just that I couldn't like, tilt my ankle. I decide to give it a rub later, so I can perform for tmrw's performance. Omg, I first time preform leh, and I dance like, somewhat a CRAP. So, hope their eyes won't bled. Fuck my ankle D: And there's this chain message going arnd, which I also forward it to some people. Wohoo, Roy wants to party with me :D And Vamp told me "I want everything." LOL, bai!
P/S: Damn it, Jasper kept on making me laugh with his whatever skipping trick.
P/P/S: I'll be taking next year's 1/5 for their orientation!
P/P/P/S: I want to learn the, dance the councilor danced for the sec1 camp fire.
Monday, December 21, 2009 | 11:36 AM
Rihana, Just don't feel like Christmas.
I just sent Cocoa to the vet only, and I missed her like, CRAZY. Baby, you would be okay, just a deep sleep, when you wake up, you will see mummmy, and she'll fetch you home kay, I'll be home waiting for my little monster (love).
She's back now, and liked Wenyi told me, she have no mood for me at all. No how long she recovers is really up to how I take care of her already. Don't worry baby, I'll take care of you, the best I can give. We'll go thru' that pain together kay? If you would to feel pain and called for me in the middle of the night, I would wake up from my sleep, and carry you in my arms, till we sleep together. Don't worry baby. I very love you kayy. ): Pains me to see you suffer.
Sunday, December 20, 2009 | 11:05 AM
Written, and taken by, Ben lye.
It's damn, freaking hard to get a picture of him (Junwei, aka wei ge), I mean. Seriously.
I like this reddish leave outside at the PA's HQ
Happy, lol. That's IS Afiq, when he's in secondary1. Ain't he sucha a stealer for hearts? Rained during chingay again, and. I changed to dance, but then, when I already learned the dancesteps, they told me nospace. So Haziq, Jasper and Ming en changed from dance to ladder part WITH me. Glad eh, so i got 'em in my group, and fuck Ming en, I actually wanted so much to be the stunner, but in the end, he got the position, when I the same weight as his. (pout, not fair~!) Kay, so the clique didnt watch Avatar like how to told me they would. But it's okay, since I can visit Ben and do my holiday h/w! Hoho.
Somewhat an escape plan eh?
Ooh, and yeah!! Danial choose me to join danceworks, with the other 9 people :D Better try harder! Happy, (OGA, breifing + dances + cheers, all on Monday! Whoo, but have CCA luh. Ha.) Yesterday, should have gone Lan-gaming with Qiaoli, Geraldine and Jianting de, but my right leg caught me up, and hurt my like nobody cares, so I went home and rest. D: Met Xinyi, before we saw Jianting, Ql and Geraldine. Ha,
Somewhat an escape plan eh?
Ooh, and yeah!! Danial choose me to join danceworks, with the other 9 people :D Better try harder! Happy, (OGA, breifing + dances + cheers, all on Monday! Whoo, but have CCA luh. Ha.) Yesterday, should have gone Lan-gaming with Qiaoli, Geraldine and Jianting de, but my right leg caught me up, and hurt my like nobody cares, so I went home and rest. D: Met Xinyi, before we saw Jianting, Ql and Geraldine. Ha,
Wliew, you see how many girls was on stage trying to take picture with Jesse? Fuck 'em all. Kay lah. Am just jealous. Sorry! Cocoa's visiting to Vet tmrw, gonna be sterilized (Sp?) Oh well, 21st is officially the most busiest day of my life, I've to rush little monster to the vet, and miracle-ly made it to netball. And then split myself into two for OGA! Wow, claps. Don told me Avatar is awesome, so... who's up to watch it with me? K, bai. Need to attend tuition soon, btr prepare :D
Friday, December 18, 2009 | 5:15 PM
Caption: Lol. Oh-so-famous Roy is trying to give his first kiss away, to. Jimm.
Hi guys, as you know.. I did alittle counting today, and I've got a shocked, christmas is so near already, no wander everywhere is rockin' with Christmas carols. It's seven more days to christmas, and like. I haven't done any xmas gift shopping like, what to give mommy, Wenyi, Rachel, Jolly, daddy, Don.. and the list goes on. Damned, I don't even have a spare bit of money, I btr start like.. saving money D: And, god. 21st is fucking booked. We'll have, netball ball, and the long-forgotten OGA , and. God, tuition? Thank God, no more tuition. Am a little hungry now, but still waiting for Don to call me up :/ I damn hungry, I think I would just bite Don into pieces.
Kay, he's coming now :) Happy, Hallelujah. Oh, sharks. You know. I asked myself, should I commit and go church like, everyyyyy sat+sun. Then I kept on looking at my schedule. I kept worrying. Kay, it's the fact that I CAN'T. But it doesn't mean I can't go back like. When something got cogged up and cancelled, right. Okok, better pack up and have dinner! :D Bai!
Kay, he's coming now :) Happy, Hallelujah. Oh, sharks. You know. I asked myself, should I commit and go church like, everyyyyy sat+sun. Then I kept on looking at my schedule. I kept worrying. Kay, it's the fact that I CAN'T. But it doesn't mean I can't go back like. When something got cogged up and cancelled, right. Okok, better pack up and have dinner! :D Bai!
Thursday, December 17, 2009 | 4:50 PM
"Watch you take the fall, laughing all the way to the hospital, cause there's nothing surgery can do, when I break your little heart in two."
Seoul Gardens @ causeway today, again! But these time not really worth the trip, we were there for like an hour only, and we left, cause cuzzie got a sudden call from Mos burger, that she has to work. So there goes my s$15 (pout). And I don't know what drink is that (below), but that peach above and strawberry below, really gives me the pleasure, nuck. Pleasure's so wrong. Lol. But you all get what I mean luh uh, (winks)
At least, that Terence guy won't get his, ruined. LOL.
Or, at least after all. I ate the Terence's guy bread! :D
BAIBAI.
Seoul Gardens @ causeway today, again! But these time not really worth the trip, we were there for like an hour only, and we left, cause cuzzie got a sudden call from Mos burger, that she has to work. So there goes my s$15 (pout). And I don't know what drink is that (below), but that peach above and strawberry below, really gives me the pleasure, nuck. Pleasure's so wrong. Lol. But you all get what I mean luh uh, (winks)
So yeah, Xin yi came over for a sleepover, and she's more mindful of my ankle more then I'm. Though I'm the one that feels to pain, not her. Daddy also got a broken ankle, it's so like, daughter-father's ankle instinct, LOL. But Dadddy's ankle was all b'cause of me (sniff), cause I was in trng @ that time, I surrendered my valuables, and he called. He could find me, so he got very worked up and try to msg me, but he didn't watch where he was walking and he, sprained his ankle. Ha. And he tell me he's gna break my ankle too. So, I told daddy "Thanks, but no thanks. My ankle is gonna spoil soon also already."
More about the sleepover, Xin yi and I talked till 4 a.m. this morning. And she was doing most of the talking, about her dramatic experience with 5 guys. Lol, too many people woo her already.
More about the sleepover, Xin yi and I talked till 4 a.m. this morning. And she was doing most of the talking, about her dramatic experience with 5 guys. Lol, too many people woo her already.
Kay, I'm not acting cute or trying to take photo with that mouth-expression thingy. I was tring to show you, what Xinyi taught me ytd. She taught me to do this face -.- And I laughed like a mad women on a loose when she did it with her face (k) So i wanted to show you all, but I only have two arms, so I couldn't do it if I need to hold the camera. K, anyway. Let the picture spammed in alittle bit, while I listen to my 'Kids In Love' -Mayday Parade.
Ooh, that's J.S. in yellow. And the inside joke, HE'S MY REPELL MAGNET.
That (above) is Xinyi doing her sketch book, and this (below) is our masterpiece for the night, while we played with soft clay.
ANDD KAY.This is damn funny. From this (above) to... that (below).
At least, that Terence guy won't get his, ruined. LOL.
Or, at least after all. I ate the Terence's guy bread! :D
BAIBAI.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 | 10:13 PM
(All time low) -Trng, tired, painful. I don't know how to say. I kept on telling myself "Crystal, you cannot slack, do what you're suppose to do!!!" I kept on repeating repeating repeating. But why my body just can't do what I said. In the end, I got so pissed off by my body, cause. Everywhere's so painful. I limp my way home again. Then mommy kept on asking me to go home. So I left trng earlier, and rushed home. On the way, got vexed out and I walked the wrong way.
Maybe because I told myself it's might be a lousy day today, that's why I got so cogged up with everything. And I hate the feeling of broken skins, when you bathe, even one small cut could bring hell. Oohoh, Nball camp tmrw. *Checked wallet, and a fly flew out. Ya lah, I haven't pay. That's why.
Cocoa has been a little, not herself today. A little, quiet. I wander why. Whatever it is, hope she's okay. I'll always shelter her with love, don't worry kay baby, I won't leave you alone in the cold. I will hug on to you tightly, like how we both did, that cold night, remember my baby? I love you.
Sunday, December 13, 2009 | 10:29 PM
Leave blooded, with the others.
Misery's talking to you. Blog tmrw! :D
We only rent like, for an hour, and we were $%^$ late by 20 mins. Thank that nice lady who didnt want to charge us extra charges. Kay, friendly tommorrow :) Bye people, nights!
Edited, kay. So today's Tuesday already above is yesterday's post. Today, got to go back school for netball, (afternoon session) So I'm still pondering whether to go there early, I wanted to go there @ 10 a.m. But I, myself know there won't be any balls there. Maybe I should msg Wen yi and ask whether should I or should I not :D
Oh, notey to Natnat, HAVE A SAFEEEE TRIP :D You're 2/6'09 last blackblack left, if anything happens to you, our class won't be cherrry anymore. Currently into -'If you only knew' - Shinedown. Haiz. Hi Tuesday, I kinda feel that today will be a bad day. And I want the song 'The only way that I know how to feel' Twb D: Help me download. Ha :D
I still remember you once told me this "相信我。我保证我对你的爱是不会变的。请你对我有至少一巴仙的信心。可以吗？我对你的爱是永远不会变的。以前不会，现在不会，以后也不会。 " Do you remember?
| 5:01 PM
"I'm falling sick, girl you're so contagious." Contagious - Boys like girls. Another masterpiece by BLG. And yea, I changed it back, to default agn. Know some people might not like my default skin, but my brain juice is out, I really don't know what/which skin I should use anymore. I didn't have any idea or what to blog/say. So if you want to read on.... careful not to hurt your eyes.
I'm so happy someone even wants me as a friend at all. Like how Rachie said " No, I won't let my friend be alone." I said this a thousand times I know, but just to prove, I remember. And how I dread about going to her chalet due to Chingay the next early morning. But I still went, lol. It could have been a rock-house party if the whole class were there at the chalet. So enough of that whining. So I'm happily waiting for Pizzahut's call, if not I will join Ben. Since they says it to be fun/slack/heaven.
Chingay- Has beeen a whole lots of fun over there, though the pay -$5. Is relatively low, for so many hours. But the free meals, and of course the kia su-ness of us fighting over free snacks that were limited. And duh, was kinda upset being so tall, cause I wanted to dance instead of carrrying that bamboo ladder with a heavy man on the top of it. And how much we laughed about Monday becoming Manday. And how Haziq talked about boobs and the girls all used their bags to cover their chest. And and how, we fight over time and got there early so we won't have to queue for the registration everytime we go in, and how the group became a crazy clique. Lol, and also, how we all go lan-gaming after chingay trng on Sat. It's just, LOL!!!!!
Dance/INCoporated. -Lol, this one is funny, at first, from a know-nothing-at-all to finally-know-alittle-bit. Is damn hard. And the practise and make it smoothe, is even harder. And some steps I just close one eye and glide thru' cause I can't do it. LOLL. And how Danial teach us and make the dance pretty. And we still foooool arnd while he goes "STAND PROPERLY LAHHHH!" You'll never get angry when Danial shouts at you, cause he just can't get that real/scary/manly shout, all he can was to scream at you, which made everyone laugh all over again, then he will laugh too. HHAHAAH, but he sure can be serious at time.
Netball - This is the only one thing my height is positive for. And I've always wanted to say this. But the only and funny thing is, I used my height to be in the team, and people put down 62453274134 years of efffort, and now, gone. Thanks to me. I feel like a badass lah. Sorry to those who didn't got in the team because of me, but not really time for me to say sorry yet, cause it's not really confirmed, have to see my performance, being sucha slacker for so long, I doubt I can really improve lor. So not to worry first.
Home - Mommmy's mood is getting better, she don't scream at me these recent few days though I made quite a number of mistakes like forgetting to clear the dishes. Yay, that tough period I've been bearing for is now officially gone. Proud that I didn't quarrel with her even though the everday harsh scoldings. LOL, happy. So yeah, Cocoa's gna visit the vet this coming 21st to take away that reproductive parts, so no more mens baby! Hope by doing this, her health can get better also. My stupid dinosaur. Daddy hasn't been calling me though, maybe he's busy or just waiting for me to call. Ha, boy am I excited to get my c905 back from repair, but I don't know when will it be ok yet :( well. the only bad thing.
And about Newmoon, now I think Jacob is more hot, and according to Wenbin, Jacob have full 8 packs while Edward only got like, 6. K for those who read till here, you made it, your eye degree is gna increase by 100. LOOLLL, i should have post it up to tumblr instead of blogger cause I don't hurt anyone's eye, but I really need to update. :/ Ironic.
What could I ask for more? Life's been great, real great. I'm happy. Am really happy. No, it's not that same, and definately not the type of life I would dream of when I was 12. Agony, how much I wna be someone in those primary school days. It's not even an agony, it's ashame. But it's okay, often, it's mistake that wake me up. Now that I'm not so irritating, according to lots of people. It's great. Omg, it's definately embarassing to know that, I've ever wanted popularity. But not now. I caged my heart, and find my soul again.
I'm so happy someone even wants me as a friend at all. Like how Rachie said " No, I won't let my friend be alone." I said this a thousand times I know, but just to prove, I remember. And how I dread about going to her chalet due to Chingay the next early morning. But I still went, lol. It could have been a rock-house party if the whole class were there at the chalet. So enough of that whining. So I'm happily waiting for Pizzahut's call, if not I will join Ben. Since they says it to be fun/slack/heaven.
Chingay- Has beeen a whole lots of fun over there, though the pay -$5. Is relatively low, for so many hours. But the free meals, and of course the kia su-ness of us fighting over free snacks that were limited. And duh, was kinda upset being so tall, cause I wanted to dance instead of carrrying that bamboo ladder with a heavy man on the top of it. And how much we laughed about Monday becoming Manday. And how Haziq talked about boobs and the girls all used their bags to cover their chest. And and how, we fight over time and got there early so we won't have to queue for the registration everytime we go in, and how the group became a crazy clique. Lol, and also, how we all go lan-gaming after chingay trng on Sat. It's just, LOL!!!!!
Dance/INCoporated. -Lol, this one is funny, at first, from a know-nothing-at-all to finally-know-alittle-bit. Is damn hard. And the practise and make it smoothe, is even harder. And some steps I just close one eye and glide thru' cause I can't do it. LOLL. And how Danial teach us and make the dance pretty. And we still foooool arnd while he goes "STAND PROPERLY LAHHHH!" You'll never get angry when Danial shouts at you, cause he just can't get that real/scary/manly shout, all he can was to scream at you, which made everyone laugh all over again, then he will laugh too. HHAHAAH, but he sure can be serious at time.
Netball - This is the only one thing my height is positive for. And I've always wanted to say this. But the only and funny thing is, I used my height to be in the team, and people put down 62453274134 years of efffort, and now, gone. Thanks to me. I feel like a badass lah. Sorry to those who didn't got in the team because of me, but not really time for me to say sorry yet, cause it's not really confirmed, have to see my performance, being sucha slacker for so long, I doubt I can really improve lor. So not to worry first.
Home - Mommmy's mood is getting better, she don't scream at me these recent few days though I made quite a number of mistakes like forgetting to clear the dishes. Yay, that tough period I've been bearing for is now officially gone. Proud that I didn't quarrel with her even though the everday harsh scoldings. LOL, happy. So yeah, Cocoa's gna visit the vet this coming 21st to take away that reproductive parts, so no more mens baby! Hope by doing this, her health can get better also. My stupid dinosaur. Daddy hasn't been calling me though, maybe he's busy or just waiting for me to call. Ha, boy am I excited to get my c905 back from repair, but I don't know when will it be ok yet :( well. the only bad thing.
And about Newmoon, now I think Jacob is more hot, and according to Wenbin, Jacob have full 8 packs while Edward only got like, 6. K for those who read till here, you made it, your eye degree is gna increase by 100. LOOLLL, i should have post it up to tumblr instead of blogger cause I don't hurt anyone's eye, but I really need to update. :/ Ironic.
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 | 3:14 PM
My life in the rearview
I'm runnin' from Jesus
Don't know where I'm goin' to
I've got nothing to lose.
(favourite photo)
I like the verse, "Where did time went?" Got me curious too. Anyway, it's from the song, 'Someone like you' by the awesome -Boys Like Girls. That group of heart melting hunks. By the way, some people thinks the song is about Jesus, but not really.
"he explains it that he was in the dumps, living in a van, has no money, an trying to see whether he wants a serious relationship or not, that's what its about " Quoted from a comment on Youtube. In any way, the song still steals heart.
So today, nothing stopped me from blogging. So heres today's batch of photos!
"he explains it that he was in the dumps, living in a van, has no money, an trying to see whether he wants a serious relationship or not, that's what its about " Quoted from a comment on Youtube. In any way, the song still steals heart.
So today, nothing stopped me from blogging. So heres today's batch of photos!
By the way I want to explain why the my favourite picture, is my favourite. Cause, I was kissing her lightly, and she totally yawn!! Some reasons, why dog owners wouldn't get angry with their babies.
Crystal, Yourpandabutt Tan.