Sunday, January 31, 2010 | 12:55 PM
CHINGAY; CRYSGAY.
Oh really? Oh really? Oh really?
I tell you okay, I so lovelove chingay training, it's soo cherry like always. Though, am not so crazy yesterday. At least, I won't be noisy for one training! Even Bee's complaining that I'm noisy! ): Aww, I shall cut down the noisy level and study studiously, Ha. So mummy's letting me quit tuition, but uh. Under one condition, pass maths, and everytime I fail math, she'll shut down the computer, until the next math test. Rah, but I think it's not sucha bad idea, after all. I keep on bugging my computer nowadays, I needa control!
I love the way wenyi can smile. Prettaye teeth! Not like mine, crooked. And Wenbin's busy thinking about his, RAJ. Lol, it's a secret! Pooooor Wenbin's starting work in 10 mins time (11:50 a.m. now) He bugs me to go there early, no tuition today! Happy, I still got two more sessions before I can finally get tuition off my back. I hope I can be dependent, rely on myself, listen in class, ask. Until I can pass math, without having tutor, etc. Lol, talking about Maths, I haven done the math homework.
I like the loook on Robin, he wasn't acting cute luh, he was like sulking cause I took his picture unexpectedly. I didn't went for the Samba party, but I took photos cause they were preparing for later. And, LOL @ Wenyi's body. But she does looked like she does have some gooood figure eh? Yesterday was, full dressed training, it(costume) was plastic-y, but Melvin said the whole thing is like, $200++ wlao!! But it's pretty luh, quite. HAH, better then what Rachel told me "Fish body, fish head, fish tail, and dance." She told me last year, I still remember it till now. Cause I really scare I looked like some babarian in the costume, but not bad. At least, I don't looked outta place. Wenbin's working now, I'm waiting for my turn to work, actually not looking very forward to it, cause it's like, dread. Ha, tired of standing. So I want to seat down, as long as I can! Wahaha.
I'm very happy for _____! Lao niang help get number one leh, so I helped. So, YAY, Crystal rocks man, like whoo. Promote liao, last time pebble now rock, kay I better bathe and do maths h/w. Baibai, I post one properly already ok! The views are awesome, keepp going higher! And your tags must come in also okay!!!
I'm very happy for _____! Lao niang help get number one leh, so I helped. So, YAY, Crystal rocks man, like whoo. Promote liao, last time pebble now rock, kay I better bathe and do maths h/w. Baibai, I post one properly already ok! The views are awesome, keepp going higher! And your tags must come in also okay!!!
Friday, January 29, 2010 | 11:18 PM
Baby, let go of what kills you and hold on to what keeps you breathing.
Hai, why you keep on showing up on my dooors when I want to forget you! And YOU (!) needs to stop being so adorable!
1. Be courteous to others—-not just me
2. Love to laugh with me
3. Love to cuddle with me
4. Tickle me—-physically and emotionally
5. Be willing to defend me
6. Be supportive
7. Be a dreamer
8. Generally be more optimistic than pessimistic, but should also be realistic
9. Develop his own opinions and therefore not always agree with me, but still respect my beliefs
10. Possess a sarcastic, somewhat dry sense of humor
11. Possess some childish and endearing quirk about him
12. Have an interest in art (whether that means admiring or creating) (!!!)
13. Be able to calm me down when I am nervous or comfort me when I am upset
14. Be willing to occasionally embarrass himself for me
15. Have some concrete college plans that involve attending AND graduating
16. Have some professional plans to pursue after college
17. Be willing to teach, but also to be taught
18. Be willing to admit that he doesn’t know everything and admit when I am right
19. Be a good listener and be interested in what I have to say
20. Be somewhat traditional, but should still be open to new ideas
21. Allow me my freedom and never prevent me from doing something just because I’m a woman
22. Be more interested in my personality than my looks
23. Be faithful. Distance should not interfere with his loyalty to me.
24. Respect my need to write and write and write
25. Not view me as his property or an object (although he should be somewhat possessive of me)
26. Not tolerate other men addressing me in a rude manner, whether that means trash talk or inappropriate touching
27. Be comfortable talking with me
28. Be happy in my company EG. DONT SULK THE WHOLE DAY & SAYS ‘NOTHING’ WHEN I ASK WHAT’S WRONG.
29. Tolerate, even like, the pet name I give him
30. Have a life outside of me. I am allowed to be his ‘whole world’ emotionally, but not literally. I want him to love me, not obsess over me. EG. LET ME HAVE MY OWN LIFE OUTSIDE OF HIM TOO.
31. Not be a neat freak
32. Have body hair; he should not wax or shave excessively, if at all (exception: his face, if he looks cuter without a beard or moustache)
33. Keep his promises to me and to others, especially if they are important ones
34. Not mind how I dress
35. Be comfortable just sitting in silence with me
36. Not be a serial talker
37. Be altruistic and willing to help those in need
38. Be at least slightly geeky or nerdy
39. Accept me for who I am—-my personality, my beliefs, and my looks
40. Not be afraid of blue collar work (i.e., will mow a lawn with little or no complaint)
41. Read for pleasure
42. Enjoy visiting libraries EG. ACCOMPANY ME TO THEM & NOT COMPLAIN
43. Enjoy visiting (most) museums
44. Enjoy listening to rock music (more Classic and Alternative/Indie than other subgenres)
45. Possess good hygiene
46. Believes that, with no interference, he and I could fall in love with each other one day
47. Wants to get married one day
48. Tolerates my family and is cordial with them
49. Has a family that is agreeable with me
50. Not be concerned whether I wear make-up or not and like the way I look with or without it
51. Not be overly religious. He should forgive me for my minor sins.
52. Enjoy the company of children as a whole
53. Like animals and believe in treating them humanely
54. Always offer to pay for our dates, unless we have made a previous agreement
55. Make an effort to call me before I call him to coordinate dates
56. Contact me just to ask how I am doing that day and to remind me that he misses and cares for me
57. Be willing to proceed slowly in our relationship; he must respect my boundaries and not pressure me for more physical intensity than I wish for.
58. Understands the meaning of ‘no’ in all situations, sexual or otherwise, and respects my right to say ‘no’
59. Should not immediately declare his love for me; he should wait at least a few months, not days or weeks.
60. Think that my weight is fine (i.e., not too skinny, not too fat), unless I am sick and need medical attention
61. Stay reasonably updated on the news (i.e., reads the newspaper for something besides the comics or sports statistics at least once or twice a week)
62. Eat meat; cannot be a vegetarian or have a severely restricted diet, unless he has serious allergies (nah just eat will do, I hate guys who doesn’t eat)
63. Not be especially vain (metrosexuality will not be tolerated)
64. Be physically fit, but not too built
65. Possess gorgeous eyes
66. Be a Mac person and possess at least basic computer literacy.
67. Like watching movies, especially with me
68. Not be a sports-watching junkie. He should generally prefer playing sports over watching them
69. Must like and respect nature
70. Must not be afraid to admit that there’s a problem in our relationship
71. Not be afraid to tell me if something I do turns him on or excites him in any way
72. Must respect my friends
73. Must respect my choice not to drink
74. Must not do drugs. He can only drink in moderation and better not smoke.
75. Must respect my privacy and understand that I want to be alone sometimes.
76. Must like visiting parks.
77. Have some financial sense and not buy me expensive gifts on a regular basis
78. Always respond to my emails within a reasonable amount of time
79. Not feel intimidated by me
80. Be appreciative that I am his
81. Not be too judgmental; he should be an advocate of constructive criticism.
82. Must be respectful of the elderly in particular
83. Not be afraid of foreign languages and cultures
84. Be willing to hold a job when his high school/college studies are not too consuming. He should have a job relatively soon after he graduates from college.
85. Be kind and considerate
86. Touch me—-physically or emotionally—-without prompting
87. Surprise me with his tender and generous side
88. Generally be willing to loan his things to me with the understanding that I will loan my belongings to him, as well, and that I will replace anything I damage
89. Tolerate my little games and be willing to play along in them most of the time
90. Respect my professional space
91. Respect my right to hold secrets that don’t affect him
92. Not keep secrets from me, unless they really don’t affect me
93. Have an inquisitive mind
94. Tolerate my inquisitive mind
95. Not rush through life and live in the moment, especially when he is with me
96. Not be ashamed of me
97. Celebrate with me in my accomplishments
98. Be assertive
99. Be concerned about my happiness
100. Make every effort to be the best boyfriend he can be
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Yes boys, it's THAT much. Don't say you, I was shocked to see that much too. So, too bad. Today, while talking to ame on the phone over something (another secret), and mommy was trying to copy what I say and tell Cocoa, she's sooooo irritating, I thought I was the childish one and NO, she is!! LOLLL But nevertheless, her cuteness just mesmerize me, that stupid mommy.
Yes boys, it's THAT much. Don't say you, I was shocked to see that much too. So, too bad. Today, while talking to ame on the phone over something (another secret), and mommy was trying to copy what I say and tell Cocoa, she's sooooo irritating, I thought I was the childish one and NO, she is!! LOLLL But nevertheless, her cuteness just mesmerize me, that stupid mommy.
She's so nucking stupid, I love her so much. She my total Klutz. nabei, my phone okay liao, papa giving me back tmrw, then damn it, cannot find memory card! And ya, bloody hell. Got this guy in my class, TOOK my EZ-link card, knowing full well it's mine, wlao. I spent that extra money to make the card, angrrry!
I want to catch a movie!! And godgod, Don's birthday's coming, idk what to buy him!! :( Wlao, I know my words these recent damnnn rough (chinese word), haiyo. Idk why also. Like so haiyoh. Cannot escape from it. I helped junior just noww! And she's so happy ^^ Yay, I like people to be happy, althought that lucky thing didn't happen to me, but I can feel the joy.
When Youjun told me about his secret, I also very happy for them lor, althought mine is like, died until jialat. But hai, I love it when other people is happy, and not flaut it to, when especially I'm single, like someone, who always ____________. HAI, C905. I miss you leh, finally you're back, but daddy say your looks disfigured uh, but I lovee you still! THANKS DADDDY MANZXS, love you much much. Am gonna sleep now, chingay tmrw. 9 a.m. Hearts chingay, CATCH ME ON TV, if can. LOLLL. BAI.
I want to catch a movie!! And godgod, Don's birthday's coming, idk what to buy him!! :( Wlao, I know my words these recent damnnn rough (chinese word), haiyo. Idk why also. Like so haiyoh. Cannot escape from it. I helped junior just noww! And she's so happy ^^ Yay, I like people to be happy, althought that lucky thing didn't happen to me, but I can feel the joy.
When Youjun told me about his secret, I also very happy for them lor, althought mine is like, died until jialat. But hai, I love it when other people is happy, and not flaut it to, when especially I'm single, like someone, who always ____________. HAI, C905. I miss you leh, finally you're back, but daddy say your looks disfigured uh, but I lovee you still! THANKS DADDDY MANZXS, love you much much. Am gonna sleep now, chingay tmrw. 9 a.m. Hearts chingay, CATCH ME ON TV, if can. LOLLL. BAI.
Thursday, January 28, 2010 | 10:50 PM
Hi, my friend.
I'm running on low self esteem (these few days), so yah. I write notes to myself to make myself feel better, and no, I'm not a fool. Sometimes it helps. It's just like closing your eyes when you're scare. Everything seems better, brighter.
Honestly, I didn't know what to blog about, life has been busy, training, chingay, dance practice, work, and tuition. Goes on and on every weeek. It's so, chaotic. Lol, and ya. I'm still a total klutz (if the spelling's right, it Klutz should mean stupid). Ya lah, I just learned this new word, want show off cannnot izzit. Oh and then, this fellow gave me this idea to blog about him. He asked for it one okay, that loser. Kidding!
Honestly, I didn't know what to blog about, life has been busy, training, chingay, dance practice, work, and tuition. Goes on and on every weeek. It's so, chaotic. Lol, and ya. I'm still a total klutz (if the spelling's right, it Klutz should mean stupid). Ya lah, I just learned this new word, want show off cannnot izzit. Oh and then, this fellow gave me this idea to blog about him. He asked for it one okay, that loser. Kidding!
This pathetic looking guy, is my best guy friend. We don't argue, and he's like a bottle, I talked to him about everything, well, almost everything. He's taller then me! And he took his Olevels already. I always called that fellow, vamp. Lol, cause we're into twilight, new moon, and ya. Vampires. One of the reason why we don't argue cause we don't see each other like, E V E R Y D A Y. So less friction lor! ^^ He's now in Republic Poly, which I would consider I good poly, only he keeps on whine and whine about it. IT'S A GOOD POLY KAY VAMP. Kay enough of him, he's so irritating, not! Oh hi Vamp, know you're reading this, so I just want to end this with, VAMP YOU SUCK, and you know I'm kidding!
Okay, enough of him. Now, I wanna tell you about my tight and outta-breathe schedule! (oh. looking @ crunch now.) Today's lesson is especially heavy, all the theory part, thank god I survived! Like really, I could have doze off, which I didn't. HA, and thank god for jokers like Bryan and Jasper, if not I could have died during POA lesson today! [Side note: Bryan likes to draw girls stufff, but he've got a talent!]
Everyone's draaaggging after school, and really delaying the dancee!! But today, I learned quite alot, thanks luh Danial! I lovelove the dance move. And I can't wait for chingay, we're gonna be in our costume, I love power rangers costume! I mean it! HAHA, at least, I swear I'm gonna wear that for be-yourself day this year!!!! Chio. I love dance; netball; school; friends :D
I just want to show you boy, that I can be better then I am before, this time no more begging, I get your message clearly and loudly. I'm gonna show you, without you I can still shine, wait and see, love.
I want to prove you my worth.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010 | 12:37 AM
Mdm chan! 我很好不用担心! :)
"Lost and insecure, you founddd me"
- Chingay!
- Learned Tamil.
- Got free fries while passing workplace.
- Training tmrw, B'div jiayou!
Monday, January 25, 2010 | 6:59 PM
I damn love my newww wallet, cost mommy s$10 to entertain her noisy daughter, yeap. It's just s$10 and it kept my quiet. WHOOO.
Isn't she pretty or what, wlao she damn pretty lor, I love her. I see some people who got my joke laughing now!
Spot my 'toy'. (Below)
I love my bby. And yes, obviously she can't bring me to the movies, or buy me 99 roses on valentines! I lovelove today's english lesson, cause we're gonna write another esssay! And it's on simple topic like 'My weeekend' and the guide lines are provided :D Whoo, but my mind was whirl. I was noisy and keep on cranking up about missing somebody. And I went into singing mood. Beeesiew will know, LOL. I sang with her!! And, Zhi xiang got tortured by my 'flawless' singing. It was so good he buried his head in his bag! (irony.)
Today could have been the most uneventful day of my life, I just went to find the circle template, popular didn't have it. Hai! So I went to another bookstore to find it. :/ Whatthehellright, Popular didn't even have a circle template. I helped Bee buy hers too. Ain't I so nice, oh. And I haven't pass up the SS map yet. I'm starting to regret about being the rep now. I shouldn't have agreed so steadily. LOL.
Oh well. Zzz, I couldn't possibly forget him so easily. Although my efforts of trying to avoid him, he just pops out from no where, it's so annnoying!
Today, Jianting got this purple plastic bag on his head while walking pass my class, now I feel so, not amused. Cause I didn't wanted to see him, not anymore. Not that I hate him, or dislike him. Any closer, I'll start falling for him all over again, maybe I should put up some safe distance. Oh god, must remember. Mommy's reading this. Oh, hi mom. No BGR intended for Crystal no more, so. Yeah, go back to work and stop slacking and reading my blog.
Oh welllll. I hateeee pimples. And I hate express people, not. Not Junisha, not Jessie, and of course NOT Jillian. HAHHA, there are some good people in there, some. Ironically not-so-good ones. But who am I to say. I'm not a very good one either!! SO yeah, it's a pig-call-pig thing. If you understand what I'm talking about.
Brighter note, dance tmrw! Whoo, and watching class 3/1 and 3/2 perform. Well ladies and gentlemen, YOU HAVEN'T SEEEN INCORPORATED. Kay, it will be awesome. Like, always. Kay luh. I'm one of the lousier dancers. HAHA, but still. I owned. ^^ Crystal's gonna bathe in school with Wen yi after dance pract before chingay. Hope I smell like flower after that. Jiayou for C'div, tmrw!!
God after watching 'New moon', I want a wolfie boyfriend. ^^ WHOOO, I know I'm slow. Like, WOLS. Kay bai. I know it's a crappy update, wait till you see tmwr!! :D loves.
YEA, I KNOW I'M FLIRTING WITH AGONY AND DISASTER.
I found out. I'm actually a lesbian. I love her....
Today could have been the most uneventful day of my life, I just went to find the circle template, popular didn't have it. Hai! So I went to another bookstore to find it. :/ Whatthehellright, Popular didn't even have a circle template. I helped Bee buy hers too. Ain't I so nice, oh. And I haven't pass up the SS map yet. I'm starting to regret about being the rep now. I shouldn't have agreed so steadily. LOL.
Oh well. Zzz, I couldn't possibly forget him so easily. Although my efforts of trying to avoid him, he just pops out from no where, it's so annnoying!
Today, Jianting got this purple plastic bag on his head while walking pass my class, now I feel so, not amused. Cause I didn't wanted to see him, not anymore. Not that I hate him, or dislike him. Any closer, I'll start falling for him all over again, maybe I should put up some safe distance. Oh god, must remember. Mommy's reading this. Oh, hi mom. No BGR intended for Crystal no more, so. Yeah, go back to work and stop slacking and reading my blog.
Oh welllll. I hateeee pimples. And I hate express people, not. Not Junisha, not Jessie, and of course NOT Jillian. HAHHA, there are some good people in there, some. Ironically not-so-good ones. But who am I to say. I'm not a very good one either!! SO yeah, it's a pig-call-pig thing. If you understand what I'm talking about.
Brighter note, dance tmrw! Whoo, and watching class 3/1 and 3/2 perform. Well ladies and gentlemen, YOU HAVEN'T SEEEN INCORPORATED. Kay, it will be awesome. Like, always. Kay luh. I'm one of the lousier dancers. HAHA, but still. I owned. ^^ Crystal's gonna bathe in school with Wen yi after dance pract before chingay. Hope I smell like flower after that. Jiayou for C'div, tmrw!!
God after watching 'New moon', I want a wolfie boyfriend. ^^ WHOOO, I know I'm slow. Like, WOLS. Kay bai. I know it's a crappy update, wait till you see tmwr!! :D loves.
YEA, I KNOW I'M FLIRTING WITH AGONY AND DISASTER.
I found out. I'm actually a lesbian. I love her....
Isn't she pretty or what, wlao she damn pretty lor, I love her. I see some people who got my joke laughing now!
Sunday, January 24, 2010 | 12:39 AM
All along, you were here for me.
Yet, why do I feel that sometimes, I need more then just you by my side.
Why do I still need him when you're here. I don't understand
Thursday, January 21, 2010 | 1:19 AM
Checking in the rehab.
My house is undergoing some changes.
Paintings (to baby pink!), and some furnitures, like the TV console (?).
My house is undergoing some changes.
Paintings (to baby pink!), and some furnitures, like the TV console (?).
So prettaye, so I decided to clean my house, starting from my fish tank! Happppy crunch!!
And list out alot alot of things!
I kinda tore my skin now leaving it bleeeeding. Means alot that I've to start to take care of my skin, and stop being so lazy. Ya, I don't use whatever soap thing to wash. Ha, "what a girl man!" I know, ha. I'll take care of my skin now. ^^ I want to be pretty okay! Ha, little dream. Today, had my typical day, hai. Went I left house that horrible dark sky is like some, 2012 signs, kinda freak me out, so I cabbed to school,causeI'm afraid that it will rain while making my way to school.
Today netballers got their jersey, damn pretty. I love 'em a lot! I looked like some professional swimmer, oh ya. Back about school. It's interesting still luh, I love H.E. now only luh. And I like Mr Smith's facial expression when he scratches his neck, damn funny with some combination of adorable-ness. I enjoy listening to Mr smith's story.
Today, my injuried leg cogged up again, I couldn't really want. Unless I bite my lips and pull thru', which I did. Hai, My left ankle, already months already, haven't recover. So angry. God, loooking closely at my arms, I see my chio muscle. Don't get jealous for boys who didn't work out often. I think I got to hit the gym. I must keep that rich hot babe in my mind. I've so many place I need to work on, my character, loooks, behaviour, and control my urge to spend money.
Yes people, I know I never update for long long days already. Betcha didn't miss me, nahx, I see that daily views go down like a snow ball rolling down. It's gettting low, so I know I needa do something, so I just took very few pictures and come up with this crapshit post. But sorry luh. I really hadn't got anything fun happening to me, I'm just like you, studying, having cca, eat, sleep. That's all man! Life's starting to stink, but hai. I must love it. ^^ lovelove!! End, bai.
Saturday, January 16, 2010 | 12:20 AM
I love my awesome weird habit of eating a square bread with two hands!_____________
ONE VERY SAD DAY.
ONE VERY SAD DAY.
Here, I'm gonna teach (crap) you how to survive a very sad day!
First, if you're very sad on this particular day, Crystal advise you to cry it out first. B'cause crying out is a form of stress-relieved. Everyone feels better after a cry. If you're a big man, try to do it when nobody's home. And hid and just shed some silent tears. One of the reasons why women lives longer then man, b'cause they cry alot, hence not so stressful and no much complication between stress and illness. This is not bullshit, it's written in a book.
Yes, you cried. You feel a tiny weeny better, nownow. Never cut/slit yourself. I learned my lesson, never do that! The second thing you should do, is call up your best buddy, and tell him/her all over again. If you're a girl, you might want to tell and cry at the same time. Good idea okay!
Yes, you cried. You feel a tiny weeny better, nownow. Never cut/slit yourself. I learned my lesson, never do that! The second thing you should do, is call up your best buddy, and tell him/her all over again. If you're a girl, you might want to tell and cry at the same time. Good idea okay!
Then you either keep yourself busy with h/w. Or watch your pets do stupid thing.
Third, eat. Eat is really a form of stress relieve especially when you eat all the goooood stuff. Then you'll be slight better after all those sucky things that ever happened. Loook at mine! GOOOOOOOOOD FOOOOOOOOD. To me luh!
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Kay, guys they are all bullshit, it only worked for me. In short, death is not everything, not a solution. You might want to die now. If you die, what about me? Time to time, I've to accept the reality, sure, I put up one big fight, against beliving everything's not everything. Everything, you have to accept, and move on. Get over/ Get done with it, I'll always support you. Don't worry. Smile :)
I went and update properly cause Theresa said I didn't update ^^ Stupid Theresa NEVER TAG ME. You pig, HAHA kidding. And I want this bag!!!!!!!!! I can't seems to find it, ANYWHERE.
I went and update properly cause Theresa said I didn't update ^^ Stupid Theresa NEVER TAG ME. You pig, HAHA kidding. And I want this bag!!!!!!!!! I can't seems to find it, ANYWHERE.
Cont- 16/Jan/2010!
Mummy says Cocoa and I not sweet.
Mummy says Cocoa and I not sweet.
Ya right, bull shit.
Today, I skipped Chingay, nor did I went for CCA open house. I was damn tired, cause Wen yi and Xin yi went kuku, they want to take bus from woodlands to Marina bay. And I've to reach by 7.30 a.m. somemore, so late already then tell me. Not enough sleep!
Sad face.
And sorry luh Don. You misunderstood me, hai. What did you expect me to do?
I went out with chicken breast and pig. L4D2 like some mad kid, $8.5 on lan-gaming! Wtf right. Bleah, my long saved money GONE. Not happy. Kay luh, I want to sleeeeep, and I don't like to eat KFC, I'm serious. K bai! :)
Crystal, Yourpandabutt Tan.