Your faith walks on broken glass.



Caption: "You smile like a retard."

It's been so long ever since I last updated - last Friday. Quite a lot of happenings, I think. I went IMM daiso again, it's still amazing, fooling around in Daiso, buying and choosing cheap stuff. And I found this (to all Crayon Shin Chan's fan open your eyes wide!)




SO KUTE RIGHT. Crayon Shin Chan's favourite snack. I miss going outing like that, going to IMM especially, brings back all the memories. Recently, I've been ogling at cats, yeah, meow. And this pretty one caught up with my camera. It's sucha beauty.





Sucha a potential beauty.

WOO. Now, I'm still mesmerized by it's flawless beauty.  Bby Jolly got me a drink recently, I was reluctant to drink it at first, but now. Its adddiction I'm under. Rawr, I want more.




And I don't drink green tea, amazingly pomegranate covered the stupid greentea's flowery taste. Back about Daiso, Zhixian (UMBRELLA) is currently obsessed with my coke-scented eraser. Quite cute la, I'm gonna buy Zhixian one next time I visit Daiso. So he can smell it everyday and not ask me fr it.



BYEBYE.

And death is wishing you had made more.

I'm late fr sch today, very! My alarm clock was faulty (frown) and I almost got somebody else late too. Mommy tried persuading to not attend school and I was like, "Oh no, I've waited four days fr Friday so I could have P.E. !!! so I'M. GOING. TO. SCHOOL. STOP. ASKING. ME. TO. SKIP. SCHOOL!" And she stopped and made me breakfast :) I had time fr cam-whore session with Cocoa outside house this morning.





Ain't Cocoa sweet or something, I really love Cocoa (aww). I survived school, and also the one-hour meaningless chemistry lesson. Okay, I promise I would take care of studies, tomorrow. Talking about tomorrow, I don't know what to wear tho, it's so hard to impress people. Especially someone who knows you inside out. I want to sleep now, and I won't be late okay! Jay's so mean, he kept on say that I will be late, I will not okay, trust me you asshole.




I know you love me in my mess, and it's kinda sweet. But, knowing that you're afraid of thunder, makes it a whole lot cuter. CRYSTAL'S SO BIMBO! Ok, bye.

You find beauty in ordinary things, do not lose this ability.


Stop telephonin' me-e-e-e-eeee. 我爱 my neighbour's 宝贝! He's awesome, and he's scare of my harmless Cocoa. And he kisses me like Cocoa, aww! He followed me home today, tht cute baobei. So i sat outside his house (cause he's owner put him at the outside the house so he can play with himself, yeah, amazingly, he doesn't run away!) and play with him alittle while before going back into Cocoa's arm.






So sleepy nowadays. So sleepy, I feel like killing people, (Hints: L4D2 destress.)  Urgh, POA is stressedouttime. Fuck it, studyplans! First, I must brush up my mathematics more practises!And learn my format writting fr H.E. and SS (also read thru' the text properly!) and fucking pull up my POA. So I won't be so stressed up. Studying on saturday morning, then it's play-time \m/. (Insert many many smile.)





Hi Jolly Chan, I hope ur seeing this (!) , cause I just wanna tell you tht I rlly miss you, we've not been talking a lot recently, cause ur closer to Reeca now and I'm closer to Bee now. But we're still best buddy right? We'll go out and look at tht s$10 snake ring agn and we'll go out watch some movie tht makes me wna kiss you ok! I miss you bby! See you on Sunday fr tuition, love!

Crystal is happy! Aft a lot a lot of month, rlly! I don't have to go home and lie to myself about the brighter side of life, and then go one corner and cry. HAPPPPPeeeeeeeH! 

Books that ends with no last page,

Today, I've got a feeling of giving up my studies you know (OMG). But, it was just a feeling, I'm getting over it soon and go back to my study-craze track. (Yay). YOU KNOW WHAT,  everyone should go to hoGc, which church would do movie-screening fr service. Last Saturday was the awesome, I'm still feeling the bliss.

You look so deep, it humbles me.

I used to like this verse a lot. It's awesome. Oh today.

Mommy:"Yknw hor, just now I watch the tv, got one sentence she (points to tv) say very touching ley, she say hor ''Every child think it's their own life, but parents include the child's life into their's' very touching hor, you never include me in your life tsktsk!"Me: "Wlao! then you got include popo (grandmother) in your life meh!"
Mommy: "No, .."
Me and mommy: "LOLZ, LMAO, HAHA, ROFL HAAAAAAAA."

mommy got pwn by me! But we laughed like some siaozharbo in the end so yeah~ She had fun getting pwned.  






It's nature, beauty, and life. You've always been here fr 11months, and, this is where you call home. Awesome day. (Y) Hate the cramps tho, fuck mense! Life's great! fr now. Oh god, please don't let my world fall apart. Please let whoever out be out, whoever in be in. Let's bygones be bygones. Let things flow. Amen.

No, fool this is not it.

When I was primary 6, Ms lee told me, "When it rains, do you know that it's actually God's blessing?" So today, while heading to church, it rained heavily. And I told God. "Lord, I know you want to bless me so much,  but my eyeliner's not waterproof you know..." Yeah. It rained all the way to Paya Lebra. Tht coldness, couldn't stand it. Service was different today, we sat down and watched movie, instead of our usual preaching. So AMEN.






Yup, that's the movie I'm talking about. Awesome. Not to forget, FREE POPCORNS. Woo, joy. But I rushed home, cause.... I'm afraid of the dark. I'm serious. When it hits 10 p.m. people would say "The night's still young." But, I really would rather stick my ass at home then to go home w/o anyone sending me up.

So I woke up early to meet J, cause he need urgently to leave fr work, I think he got there late anyway. So, we went out to J8, under his company I finally, got the math tutor book! I'm having a real sore throat hence, everything's not on my want-to-eat list. I want to eat nothing, althought I'm hungry. So, the ugly truth is, the proper meal I had is only fishball soup. And it was breakfast. It didn't affect me much, so I

con't lan-gaming with J. He's sucha sucker! Pwn him, not. Spent a few hours alone w him. He's nice, but he's shy about being posted on blog, so yeah, you would never gonna seee him on this blog! He said he probably could come coach me in my humans and maybe science tomorrow, but he's not really sure. I'm waiting fr your call sweetheart. I know you're reading this and my twitters!

I HAD MY FORTUNE COOKIE TODAY, and it read...

Not in the mood.


No it's not estacy. Stop judging me, I'm neither an ex-convict or a mental patient. I'm perfectly fine w/o having to get judged. I will just put up a finger in the air, and tell you I don't care. You should just wake-up, and like you said, grow up. Sorry but, yeah. I tried to apologise so we won't quarrel or feel bad. But, whatever. 

Thanks fr being my friend, at least, .

There are two ways to live your life.
One is as though nothing is a miracle.
The other one is as though everything is a miracle.
Albert Einstein



Okay la, it's abt today's sexuality talk. Pray that all these babies, would move on their souls, though, this accused death sentence is caused by their own creator. I hope abortion would go down, and I hope all rappist would fuck themselves instead of innocent young girl!

On a brighter note. Zx screamed at me fr the first time, but he didn't do it on me on purpose, that cute fellow. I'm so tired now, I need to sleep early. And I can officially annouce that my ankle has recurring problems. Frig tht. Okay, pictures!









No, I really don't know what's the hand on Iffah about, bye.

Feeling a little hurt, alittle down. But that's not the main point, I just want to show you, how amazing chalk art is.






School today. Over-hyped during math. But I wasn't the worst, *wink at Bee.* Slept thru' mtl lesson. My teacher didn't even know that it's his lesson. So YAY, no chinese spelling test, that crazy guy, he gave us 30++ paired words, and some 4letter words and expect a spelling test on Wednesday. Thank god some saint decided to change the time table. Sexuality talk tomorrow, am so not looking forward to it, at all. But I gonna find Jolleh.

Jolly likes the way I call her, "JOOOLLLLEH." (Y) Should put up on FB.

Today, I had the worst recess ever, I have to stand beside my ex and his girlfr and pretend I don't know them and like "Aww, sucha sweet couple." Woo, I pull it thru. I have no mood fr netball, work and a lot other things anymore. Cause studies is raging in me, tearing my soul. I suddenly feel like "God, that's it. That's my life story, let's go." but that's not the way right! Must be brave and face tomorrow, with the saint smile. Be brave!




It's not easy to pull through la, somemore that stupid Gary. "Last time got Jian ting send you home, got Don.... *looks at me* now you go home on your own already right. Nevermind, I give you one chance, walk me to the bus-stop." JOKER LA GARY. "I dweam..~" Okay, moral of this post. I should pick myself up and put 99% into everything. And life will go great after this crazy mad tough time. I should go back to church *hor Bee siew hor* Bye people, bless your life!

Tired,

Pimples are growing on me in the speed of light. Ok, not really speed of light. And not really a lot, but still it's hideous. Picture above is taken during Secondary 1 okay! This picture quite old already.

School's scary today, watched wrong turn 2 in sch on Ira's phone. The porno part is so obscene. The killing part is ever worst. Gross, I felt like puking, yet I'm hungry to the bones. That part sucks.

I went up to granny's place fr a short visit. I kissed her on her lips. Aww that's so sweet of, me. I think I failed math and chem fr today's test. I wasn't prepared fr chem. And I think that there's a lot, I mean A LOT mistakes fr math test. Urg, God Blast Me.

Hush now, we'll just look. Suming up these recent years, (sec1 - till now)



































































































































I have more la, but my computer is facing sucide already. Some photos are never-seen-bfr-on-screen. But I heck care my unglam-ness and just posted most of 'em. I know some people would like, "Wlao, break with Don already still post picture."  but I also posted me and Claire's one wht. I just post anything that's left my my crappy computer, and let you all see only okay! Sorry if I lagged any one's computer/notebook  okay! :) nights all.

P/S: REALLY GLAD TO OWN SOME TOOT JIAN TING PICTURES!

P/P/S: No, I was not a lesbian, bfr. Now? I don't know.

P/P/P/S: I think I'm blessed with life so far, I ought to be happy with what I've got. Thanks people :D

Crystal, Yourpandabutt Tan.
I don't speak DOG, luzer.
>Aims to finish my holiday h/w so I can feast on cow dung!

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